Back...
I left this place and the fandom right after Jin's marriage (and pregnancy) announcement...
In that moment, I felt like everything I'd built up till then, the trust, the belief, the love, the everything... collapsing right in front of my eyes.
And I couldn't take it. I just couldn't.
I got into the whole KAT-TUN fandom because of Akame. And I left it due to the same reason. Sarcastically, wasn't it a fulfilled ending?
February 9, 2012 - I won't ever forget that day.
Yesterday, on my drive to school, Real Face suddenly took it turn on my iPod's shuffling mode. Let me tell you, it had never been played once since Feb 9. But yesterday, it did. And I cried. So hard.
And I realized that I'd never moved on.
And I remembered this place...
However, things end and people HAVE TO move on. So do I.
I guess with this entry, I've finally put an end, a real end, to the crazy but fun time; the delusional but real belief; and the beautiful but painful dream.
This fandom has taught me a lot of things. It was fun while it lasted.
In that moment, I felt like everything I'd built up till then, the trust, the belief, the love, the everything... collapsing right in front of my eyes.
And I couldn't take it. I just couldn't.
I got into the whole KAT-TUN fandom because of Akame. And I left it due to the same reason. Sarcastically, wasn't it a fulfilled ending?
February 9, 2012 - I won't ever forget that day.
Yesterday, on my drive to school, Real Face suddenly took it turn on my iPod's shuffling mode. Let me tell you, it had never been played once since Feb 9. But yesterday, it did. And I cried. So hard.
And I realized that I'd never moved on.
And I remembered this place...
However, things end and people HAVE TO move on. So do I.
I guess with this entry, I've finally put an end, a real end, to the crazy but fun time; the delusional but real belief; and the beautiful but painful dream.
This fandom has taught me a lot of things. It was fun while it lasted.