http://www.bvar.org/ It's a field school in Belize. I COULD go there. I have no doubts that my parent's would help me find the money to pay to go, at 500 USD a week.
I WANT to go there.
And I don't. Field school in the north of scotland is easy enough, I can crack and get a train home. I can call home. I can text friends and family. I can COPE with up north. I can cope with down south.
I'm still not sure if I'm mentally capable of coping HALF the WORLD away by myself, with a no doubt large group of strangers with no option of going home.
Still. It's one hell of a chance and something to be considered. At most I'd be going for a month, but the much more sensible option, for me at least, would be a fourtnight.
14days. Two of which are probably spent travelling there. 12 days.
Away from home.
Away from my mum.
Away from my pets.
Away from my friends.
Away.
But the positives? I get to DIG UP MAYAN RUINS.
MAYAN.
ANCIENT CIVILIZATION.
And i'd get to dig it up. ME. Muggin's here who uses her trowel to clean out the guinea pigs. ME.
MY
FUCKING
GOD.
.....Someone would have to baby sit the boys though....
End of rant. Aplogies for non-dollfie related stuff again, but mind you I have to put these thoughts somewhere.