i never really thought that you guys were my friends just because i was uhnets friend. i know that i had friendships with each of you. and i know you were not in the accident, but unfortunately one of my biggest flaws is that when things get tough, i shut down. i block out the world around me. i guess its a stupid defense that i have because of the past. but thats how i deal with things. as far as my comment it was towards one person, not the group. and that is my honest opinion. i dont feel like she was a very good friend to me, but she can act like a great friend when she needs too. i dont want to start any battles. sweetie i do love you as a friend, and do love spending time with you. after all i wouldnt move to canada and take it over with just anybody. i understand you stand up for your friends, thats one of the reasons i love you so much. but i dont feel like i am talking shit on anybody. uhnet has really hurt my feelings, and i do feel stabbed in the back and used. and i have expressed that to her, and things didnt change. so i dont feel like it was ever really a "best friend" kinda relationship. but i hope that this hasnt changed anything between us, because i do enjoy spending time with you and have finally recovered from all the emotional stuff from the accident. and i do honestly love you to death. besides we dont want to have to go to court to fight over jesse, do we?
and i know you were not in the accident, but unfortunately one of my biggest flaws is that when things get tough, i shut down. i block out the world around me. i guess its a stupid defense that i have because of the past. but thats how i deal with things.
as far as my comment it was towards one person, not the group. and that is my honest opinion. i dont feel like she was a very good friend to me, but she can act like a great friend when she needs too.
i dont want to start any battles. sweetie i do love you as a friend, and do love spending time with you. after all i wouldnt move to canada and take it over with just anybody.
i understand you stand up for your friends, thats one of the reasons i love you so much.
but i dont feel like i am talking shit on anybody. uhnet has really hurt my feelings, and i do feel stabbed in the back and used. and i have expressed that to her, and things didnt change. so i dont feel like it was ever really a "best friend" kinda relationship.
but i hope that this hasnt changed anything between us, because i do enjoy spending time with you and have finally recovered from all the emotional stuff from the accident. and i do honestly love you to death. besides we dont want to have to go to court to fight over jesse, do we?
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