Jun 12, 2005 01:53
it's been a little while since I posted and I realized something after reading through my last post...
I get wierdly hopeful every time a girl is overly friendly that I think I wouldn't mind having sort of a relationship with.
I am really REALLY great friends with some of the awesomest girls in the world. and from their view point that's the way they would love it to stay. right now, I would love to just stay friends with the whole lot of them rather than explore something else. there are so many other girls out there that are beautiful and I just have yet to meet them. maybe my dream girl of now isn't my dream girl of tomorrow.
God brings into your life girls like Christina of FCUK who are models and seem to be really cool. could be mine, could be Alex's..... could be neither of us. but it's the new people you meet in life that could make a huge difference. and some make the smallest difference and you won't even know it.
sometimes I think about that when crossing paths with different people. "I've never seen or met this person before but for some reason they are a part of my life. they were put here for a reason. is it big or small? will I see them later in life and will they effect me again? or is this one time, chance meeting all that will cause change in me?"
anyway, I am so in love with all my friends and Godspell is going to be awesome. flyer hanging was awesome. hanging out with some of my closest friends all week was one of the greatest parts of my life and I truely hope it becomes something unforgetable.
today your love, tomorrow the world.