Movin On.
So.. its time for some happy.
I've been so excited & relieved all today that I was exhausted from emotional activity. Yesterday I found both, someone to sublease my apt and a new place to live. You have no idea how delirious I was. Am.
Not knowing where I was going to be living, getting down to the wire for when I wanted to leave, being just a bit desperate for people to move in & a good place for me to go was extraordinarily taxing. I have called
tupelo_lights many times during this only to say the same thing about how I was tired & drained & treading fucking water- WAITING. Knowing there was nothing I could do but be prepared and WAIT. Waiting is for shit. That means I have no control. I have taken care of all I can taken care of and all I can do is... yeah. That. Butnowthewaitisover&thereisjoyous freedom!!!!
I've been so excited & relieved all today that I was exhausted from emotional activity. Yesterday I found both, someone to sublease my apt and a new place to live. You have no idea how delirious I was. Am.
Not knowing where I was going to be living, getting down to the wire for when I wanted to leave, being just a bit desperate for people to move in & a good place for me to go was extraordinarily taxing. I have called
tupelo_lights many times during this only to say the same thing about how I was tired & drained & treading fucking water- WAITING. Knowing there was nothing I could do but be prepared and WAIT. Waiting is for shit. That means I have no control. I have taken care of all I can taken care of and all I can do is... yeah. That. Butnowthewaitisover&thereisjoyous freedom!!!!