Yeah bulimia is defenitely a disease (as are all EDs IMHO). I talked about drugs in respect of bipolar (where I think they can really help), I agree that in terms of bulimia or ana there aren't any drugs which would help, maybe some which can support the psychological treatment. I know what you mean, when I had ana it was more than aweful to have to eat in the presence of another person and even until today, long time after ana dissapeared, I rather eat alone than in public if I have the choice (although it doesn't really bother me too much nowadays). I really know much too little about you (so I didn't know you suffer from bulimia) to have any opinion about your life but some of your entries remind me so much on my ana days. So much analyzing in my head of every aspect of everything I did. Although I'm still not sure if that was good or bad at the end, it certainly used up most of my energy which I might have needed for actually living my life. To me it seems falling in love can't be bad, besides it can't be prevented anyway. If you fall in love you fall in love and you have every right to do so. It's the decision of your heart not your brain. I'll attempt to friend you on myspace, maybe I learn more about you (but if you don't want just ignore me!) Take care.
I know what you mean, when I had ana it was more than aweful to have to eat in the presence of another person and even until today, long time after ana dissapeared, I rather eat alone than in public if I have the choice (although it doesn't really bother me too much nowadays).
I really know much too little about you (so I didn't know you suffer from bulimia) to have any opinion about your life but some of your entries remind me so much on my ana days. So much analyzing in my head of every aspect of everything I did. Although I'm still not sure if that was good or bad at the end, it certainly used up most of my energy which I might have needed for actually living my life.
To me it seems falling in love can't be bad, besides it can't be prevented anyway. If you fall in love you fall in love and you have every right to do so. It's the decision of your heart not your brain.
I'll attempt to friend you on myspace, maybe I learn more about you (but if you don't want just ignore me!)
Take care.
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