I wish...

[guesswhatimgod]

Sometimes I wish I could start my life over.
Take advantage of the things that I didn't.
Not do my whole life over. Just a couple of things along the road I want to change. Little things that would change big things.

I wish my dad was here for me.
I wish my family was more close.
I hope my mom's business thing goes well.
I hope to go to Broward High.
I wish I had some siblings.

Although alot of you regret them now, they'll always be there for you in the long run. I don't have anyone except my mom. And my cousin, Liz, of course. But there are alot of things I can't talk to them about. It's hard. I don't even have an aunt I'm close to that I can tell anything. I feel like I don't have a best friend, either. I don't know anyone in my class I could spill my entrie life to.

I wish I wasn't such a bitch.
I wish I could accept people for who they are.
I wish I wasn't so goddamn judgemental of people.
I wish I could be completely carefree.
I wish I wouldn't make fun of people.
I wish I wasn't such a back stabber.
I wish I wasn't such a horrible person.
I wish I could be closer to Sarah.
I wish life wasn't so fucking hard.
I wish I could just start my whole goddamn life OVER.

I wish all these things would come true....