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life is good.
wow its been awhile since ive said that and felt completely content.
despite everything going wrong in my little bubble of a life i can't help but see the good going on outside of it...
I am more than estatic that conor is staying down here... although its undesirable circumstances for his schooling i believe everything happens for a reason, and we havent been closer, i love it. Though i admit i am worried... i am completely comfortable with where we are... we arent ''together'' like ''official'' but we both know we love eachother more than anyone and no one could take eachothers place... and im comfortable with that and the thought of us being official again almost scares me, its the title i don't know why but my past two relationships that whole ''title'' thing has really played a number on my head. I mean come on now, this is conor, the person i've loved since freshman year and have wanted to be with ever since we broke up and now that the opportunity presents itself im not sure? gosh.
im almost done painting my room, its taking forever and a half man...
and yeah thats it...
the end.