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this summer is pretty normal
nothing new/special, just the same old
friends being dicks as always, teasing me for liking the red sox, you know
also, ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i keep doubting myself and i'm the most frustrated/scared/opposite of confident person in the whole entire world
so far i think things are going okay--until i'm not with him and then thinking "oh my god what if he doesnt like me blaah why isnt he calling me"
but, i guess it's normal--i've just never had to deal with this kind of situation because all my other relationships haven't exactly required effort/confidence
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i've been 16 for a whole weeeeek!!
nothing new/special, just the same old
friends being dicks as always, teasing me for liking the red sox, you know
also, ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i keep doubting myself and i'm the most frustrated/scared/opposite of confident person in the whole entire world
so far i think things are going okay--until i'm not with him and then thinking "oh my god what if he doesnt like me blaah why isnt he calling me"
but, i guess it's normal--i've just never had to deal with this kind of situation because all my other relationships haven't exactly required effort/confidence
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i've been 16 for a whole weeeeek!!