scariest nap dream
so i got home from school and watched the truth about cats and dogs. which is a really cute movie, and probably the reason i had such a scary dream. the dream begins w/me being in love w/ this perfect dream-boy. we're frolicking in the wilderness. then i somehow end up in this mansion, and this is where the dream takes on the sci-fi feel to it. i'm forced to battle/fight these people. w/ really expensive looking over the top weapons. and then the dream turns into a party sequence. this big fat anime man takes off his pants and shoves his penis in my mouth. i'm completely scard and weirded out about this because he has some sort of power over me.i try to run away from the mansion which has now turned into a nature dump and i'm beat up, and all my attempts are feeble. then i'm forced to fight this girl (sci-fi switch) whose supposed to be my twin sister, i look at her and everyone around us (*theres a crowd)and i say i would much rather kill myself than inflict violence on her. she looks at me disgusted, and she doesn't care. then i take the plunge from this huge staircase. i'm 'dead' for a second. i come back to life, and my twin comes down to let me know she knows i'm alive. these cats sit on top of me while i lay there 1/2 concious. i gain conciousness. i can't leave. there's a party. its a college/scary anime party. i'm wearing this skanky gothic/industrial dress. i sit at a bar table w/ these girls i think we should makeout and they are refuse. then the scary fat guy comes back and tells me that i'm trashy. i look trashy and i act trashy. he looks at me and says these things. i'm hurt. so i go into the bathroom w/ these girls, because i'm scared. they live in the dorm. and i'm very tempted to leave w/ them, even though, somehow know i live in this scary freak mansion. then i woke up. the whole dream was so scary! its not so much the detail as i now realize in reading my dream, but the feeling association.