OOOh i got a crush on you
you know i'm the one you want to talk to. i just want to hold you. you say exactly how you feel about her. i wonder could you ever think of me that way?
i'm presently at dead river attempting very hard to study etc. but i find that when you're jacked on caffeine that focus is fleeting. i remember thinking earlier today how funny it is that when you least expect it you end up being a copy of both your parents and siblings included. i think of little things my sister does that i picked up. these include smoking, makeup use, as well as using aussie conditioner, excessive drinking, clubbing, etc.. strange. and i find that when people turn to me for love advise i always think wwmmd? not what would jesus do. no no what would my mom do. she's such a smart woman in that i'm from a third world country and i rely on intuition sense. i love her savyness. and i only hope one day i will be this wise mexican mother to a small child. preferably a small child w/ red curly hair and maybe a few freckles. and her name will be a gorgeous greek name (Arete) or possibly simply Marquette or Martinique. oh yes and then there's my anxiety-attack ridden father. we share that in common. now i will finish my nonsense and join my friends in studying. bah!
i'm presently at dead river attempting very hard to study etc. but i find that when you're jacked on caffeine that focus is fleeting. i remember thinking earlier today how funny it is that when you least expect it you end up being a copy of both your parents and siblings included. i think of little things my sister does that i picked up. these include smoking, makeup use, as well as using aussie conditioner, excessive drinking, clubbing, etc.. strange. and i find that when people turn to me for love advise i always think wwmmd? not what would jesus do. no no what would my mom do. she's such a smart woman in that i'm from a third world country and i rely on intuition sense. i love her savyness. and i only hope one day i will be this wise mexican mother to a small child. preferably a small child w/ red curly hair and maybe a few freckles. and her name will be a gorgeous greek name (Arete) or possibly simply Marquette or Martinique. oh yes and then there's my anxiety-attack ridden father. we share that in common. now i will finish my nonsense and join my friends in studying. bah!