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Well, it is my first day. Woke up at 5 for no reason other than nerves. Dreaming about Tim for the first time since was part of it. I am pretty nervous, especially since I am only planned through the end of October. I just gave up the past few days. I needed a break. I will still have a couple of weeks to work on them slowly, and I hope that will do.
Despite my posts, I really haven't been obsessing over a certain person. Basically, I have a whole lot of crazy up there, and if I don't dump it out it WILL make me obsess wildly. Putting all of this stuff down in writing helps me purge it from my mind. Prolly why I haven't dreamt about him up until last night. Why not just write it on Word or something, then, where nobody will see it and you won't have so many mistakes? Well, I think of it like garbage. If you have some particularly nasty garbage in the house it doesn't help to bag it up and leave it by your back door. You need to take it out as far from the house as you can and toss it there, so it doesn't bother you and you can forget about it.
Before I forget, I posted my short stories on Myspace. The second one is the one I finished recently, and needs some work. If you want to read strange, depressive versions of fairy tales you should check them out. I am Guenneth on there too, I think.
Well, I am off like a dirty shirt. Wish me luck!
Despite my posts, I really haven't been obsessing over a certain person. Basically, I have a whole lot of crazy up there, and if I don't dump it out it WILL make me obsess wildly. Putting all of this stuff down in writing helps me purge it from my mind. Prolly why I haven't dreamt about him up until last night. Why not just write it on Word or something, then, where nobody will see it and you won't have so many mistakes? Well, I think of it like garbage. If you have some particularly nasty garbage in the house it doesn't help to bag it up and leave it by your back door. You need to take it out as far from the house as you can and toss it there, so it doesn't bother you and you can forget about it.
Before I forget, I posted my short stories on Myspace. The second one is the one I finished recently, and needs some work. If you want to read strange, depressive versions of fairy tales you should check them out. I am Guenneth on there too, I think.
Well, I am off like a dirty shirt. Wish me luck!