just looking for a way out
well so many things have been not working out for me lately...for example...this guy I dated about a month ago, who ditched me, lied to me, and then acted like nothing was wrong...well he's been begging to have me back for a while now....he's been acting so sweet, and cute and such, you know what I mean, and finally after I say that I'll give him a second chance, and he's all happy and whatnot, he calls me later, saying he's so happy I gave him a second chance, and then he asks me if I want to go to a movie with him last weekend....well I said yes....then I waited....and he didn't come....agian.....and I called his cell to find out what was up, and a girl answers the phone saying: "oh, hi, yeah, he can't talk, he's busy fucking me, bye." ....I'm just like.....WTF!!!! so I called his land line, and his mom picked up, and said he was in his room with a friend...she goes in there, finds them and freaks out yelling....the phone was hung up in the process, which is understandable, but OMFG!!! you have no idea how much I regret giving him a second chance now.....I wanted to just curl up in a corner and die, seriously....and then I see him a couple of days later, and he's apologizing, and saying that he wants another chance, and I'm just like...helloooooo...have you been paying attention to your actions of the past few days?!?!?!?!?! and now he's acting like nothing happened....flirting with me and everything, all over again, and I can't believe it....and he expects me to give him another chance....I thought he was worth a second chance, but I was wrong....I don't know why I even considered it! I mean, he hurt me once, why didn't I see this coming?!?! I'm kicking myself for even liking him in the first place, and even moreso for giving him a second chance, what was I thinking?!?!?! someone, please, tell me what the hell I was thinking?!??!?! I can't believe how stupid I was not to have seen this coming.......