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"All the girls here are stars, you are the northern lights"
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I'm not entirely sure why I've been doing this...you'd think it was a bad idea...but starting last night, I've been reading the majority of my lj entries that date back from around 2004-2005.
Those were some interesting times.
Something I noticed though is the tendancy for certain people to comment in their own particular ways. While viewing those comments from the context of the present, it is all so increadibly endearing. It makes me appreciate you guys more. All of you.
However, it does bring up some unsettling revelations. I haven't talked to kevin or bryan in awhile and that's very unfortunate. I also lost track of Lauren, Shelly and Patti over the last few years. Where are they? How are they? I wish to know...
I just want to say that I love you all. I'm also sorry if I've been selfish in the past...that's also something that has become uncomfortably apparent to me. Many of you were there when I needed support, whether it was from emotional trauma or because of rough adjustments to college life. I appreciate that. To be honest, I don't think I've been as helpful for everyone as you guys have for me. I'm humbled by everyone's friendship. You guys mean the world to me.
That said, I just want to make it clear that, regardless of what's going on between Brenton and Lacey, I'll still be there for both of you. I have a tendancy to attempt to draw attention onto myself at the most inopportune times. I really hope this isn't one of those moments...I'm trying to be sincere when I say that friendships are perhaps the most important things we come across in our discovery of life.
Anyhow, let me say again...thank you.
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I'm not entirely sure why I've been doing this...you'd think it was a bad idea...but starting last night, I've been reading the majority of my lj entries that date back from around 2004-2005.
Those were some interesting times.
Something I noticed though is the tendancy for certain people to comment in their own particular ways. While viewing those comments from the context of the present, it is all so increadibly endearing. It makes me appreciate you guys more. All of you.
However, it does bring up some unsettling revelations. I haven't talked to kevin or bryan in awhile and that's very unfortunate. I also lost track of Lauren, Shelly and Patti over the last few years. Where are they? How are they? I wish to know...
I just want to say that I love you all. I'm also sorry if I've been selfish in the past...that's also something that has become uncomfortably apparent to me. Many of you were there when I needed support, whether it was from emotional trauma or because of rough adjustments to college life. I appreciate that. To be honest, I don't think I've been as helpful for everyone as you guys have for me. I'm humbled by everyone's friendship. You guys mean the world to me.
That said, I just want to make it clear that, regardless of what's going on between Brenton and Lacey, I'll still be there for both of you. I have a tendancy to attempt to draw attention onto myself at the most inopportune times. I really hope this isn't one of those moments...I'm trying to be sincere when I say that friendships are perhaps the most important things we come across in our discovery of life.
Anyhow, let me say again...thank you.