back from a long rest..
It was so long since my last post. I honestly admit that i already forgot the site but something suddenly urged me to write again. I feel a different happiness..
It's true that I just have been crying so many nights, all by myself. But I guess that's just how I am, how I deal with my sorrows. One night, I feel comforted. By a friend. At first it feels different. It is not me. But later on, I like it. The feeling of being comforted. Crying while sharing all the pains I have. I regret the times I failed to have the courage on doing that in the first place. I am such a coward. The feeling of having someone to cry on to become the best that I had. I just hope I could find the same courage..the same chance..AGAIN..
It's true that I just have been crying so many nights, all by myself. But I guess that's just how I am, how I deal with my sorrows. One night, I feel comforted. By a friend. At first it feels different. It is not me. But later on, I like it. The feeling of being comforted. Crying while sharing all the pains I have. I regret the times I failed to have the courage on doing that in the first place. I am such a coward. The feeling of having someone to cry on to become the best that I had. I just hope I could find the same courage..the same chance..AGAIN..