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I don't want to go back to school.
Back to homework, annoying roommate, bad Sodexo food...
I don't want to go back to school.
It's been really nice to see friends from high school, see my family, hang out with my brothers, volunteer.
I want to get back to school.
Put distance in between us, throw myself into my studies, see how well I can do this semester without a relationship to mess things up.
I don't want to go back to school.
Who are my friends? What the hell am I majoring in?
I'm so confused. I don't know what I want. Don't know who I am sometimes.
Everything (well almost) was under control this break. What happens when I go back? I lose control. Less sleep, more stress, more pressure.
Sometimes I want to explode.
I should call. I've been meaning to for days, weeks.
This is depressing. I need to do something productive and get out of my pajamas.
Rekindling old relationships is awkward.
Why do I resist change so much?
Will I make RA? I really hope so.
Back to homework, annoying roommate, bad Sodexo food...
I don't want to go back to school.
It's been really nice to see friends from high school, see my family, hang out with my brothers, volunteer.
I want to get back to school.
Put distance in between us, throw myself into my studies, see how well I can do this semester without a relationship to mess things up.
I don't want to go back to school.
Who are my friends? What the hell am I majoring in?
I'm so confused. I don't know what I want. Don't know who I am sometimes.
Everything (well almost) was under control this break. What happens when I go back? I lose control. Less sleep, more stress, more pressure.
Sometimes I want to explode.
I should call. I've been meaning to for days, weeks.
This is depressing. I need to do something productive and get out of my pajamas.
Rekindling old relationships is awkward.
Why do I resist change so much?
Will I make RA? I really hope so.