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im nervous got to teach 30 kids in a fitness session today great fun i hope it will go ok think it will. Anyway im really happy cz im back with andy and he makes me feel so special even though deep down i know im ot im just a person born into this world probably as a mistake and im merely just exsisting i dont feel as if im living. I want to be happy with my body but i don't think i can do that on my own but i don't want to go back to therapy what do i do its so hard to make a decision. Really what is the point in life. It makes you then it jst tears and rips you apart until your nothing but a nervous wreck.I don't think im starving my emptiness im just perfecting my insides. Anyway gt2 have a french lesson woot!!!
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