the longest week ever...

[guccismile]

This week was probably not the busiest among of all because I had some hours to sleep and rest. However, despite the fact that there's nothing to do, it is the longest week I ever had. Yes, longest ever. You ask why? Well, its been a week since we had our last chat. At this moment, I really don't know what to do. All I know is that I feel so uneasy and unstable. There's so much going through my mind that I just resort to doing stuff for school so that I wouldn't think of things that might get me crying. I've cried twice this week. Yes twice. It's wasn't easy at all...it was really hurting. My heart is full of pain and uncertainty. I don't know what to do anymore. It seems that everything is in disarray. Why is it that this had to happen? And now, I am hurting so much but nevertheless, I'll have to deal with this pain whatever happens. Today marks the 5th day. Five days of no chat. I don't know what's going on your mind but all I want for you to know that despite everything that happened to us, one thing remains I will always care for you no matter what. I will always be there to listen to your rants and problems. Bottom line, nothing will change, I will be the same friend you had for almost 3 years. I know a lot of things changed you. However, despite those changes, I still accept you as you.

You know how much I care for you and it will remain like that forever.

Longest week ever. I just hope we would be able to fix things because every single day brings more pain to my heart.