princess hours...
Just finished watching the korean series enitled PRINCESS HOURS. And well all I can say is that it is one of the best shows I have watched. Sheesh. Hangover mode. I love all the episodes most especially the KILIG moments. Ewan. I just love watching shows that are love related. Yun type na at first the couples are fighting but then they end up with each other? It's just so amazing that despite the differences, when two people love and like each other everything is possible. Sometimes if we come to think of it, people might say it is impossible but then there are many instances in the past where it can be proven. But then, in the show PRINCESS HOURS, I came to the thought of what it was like to have the PRINCE of your life. PRINCE in the sense the man of your dreams or just simply the man you like. Just like the girl in the show, I have experienced liking someone but then not liked in return. It's normal that there are times when the feeling is not mutual and someone ends up getting hurt and I know how it feels. But then, life is like that right? You don't have control over stuffs coz God only knows what is best for us. *sigh* However, it just strikes me sometimes how it feels to have a boyfriend? Or like how it feels to have that special someone to really be caring and sweet to you? I just never had that kind of special moment. There are times when I envy my friends but then I end up just being happy for them coz there's this KILIG factor that I feel. I guess I am really a HOPELESS ROMANTIC. I don't exactly know what it means but as for me I see myself as one. Hopeless in the sense that I hope that one day I will meet my prince but then I am not expecting coz I know for a fact that no guy will like me for who I am. You ask why? Well, I am not pretty and sexy like my other friends so there NO HOPE FOR ME. Most guys are superficial and looks into the physical aspects of a girl so no matter how good and kind you are, it becomes insignificant. Maybe this thought affects my view of marriage. I don't see myself as someone married in the future coz I know for a fact that no guy will like me for who I am. Eventhough my friends say that some day I will meet the man of my dreams, its just hard to believe those words. And so, this is why I just love watching these kind of shows because it cheers me up somehow amidst all the heartaches and stress in school. It makes my heart jump. I know it's weird but that is how I feel every time I watch those kinds of shows. After watching PRINCESS HOURS, it just made me think what is life like if I have a boyfriend or something of that sort. *laughs* But then a friend enlightened my mind. He said that there is no point of getting in a relationship at this age where most people are unstable. Unstable in the sense that you're boyfriend/girlfriend now does not assure that you will end up with him/her because possibly by the time you get to the right age of marriage you've met a new person. Partly, he's right and I get his point but then sometimes experience is really the best teacher and experiencing it yourself will really feel good and bad. *laughs* Life is full of challenges and this will make you stronger. I myself have been through a lot and I admit I have cried most of the time may it be heartache or personal problems but amidst that I am a much better person now with wisdom to go on with life.