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today sucked. my days have been really sucky lately. and ive been having ALOT on my mind.. everything sucks, i really hope things get better... they probly wont... i dunt think he wants anything to do with me.
im also 'frustrated' if u catch my drift.... i miss 'it' and the feelings that came along with it. i want it back. so bad.
b-day is now in 7 days... im not gunna bother making a wish when i blow out my candels. if wishing upon a start everynight and praying to God to grant me my bday wish isnt working, then blowing out candels wont, but its worth a shot.
i dont want much for my bday- just one thing noone can buy me
im gunna go, im depressing myself even more again...