I hate my life.........
This fucking sucks, I just had to quit my club volleyball team. I missed my practice on Saturday and it wasn't my fault, so I tried to email my coach because I didn't have her phone number to tell her that I couldn't make it, but she didn't get that email until today, so she thought I was some huge flake, so she called me today to see if I was still going to be on the team, and then she told me that the practices were permanently going to be tuesday's from 8-10, and I have basketball games to cheer for that night, so i was totally fucked, so she basically told me i might as well quit, so I told her that I agreed it wouldn't be fair for me to not be there as much as the whole team, so I quit and I am totally fucked now for next season, and I might as well give up on playing at all in college, even if it's at a small school, I am so fucked, I don't know what I am going to do....ugh im gonna go cray some more now, i fucking hate my life....