hmm..
Alright so I havent really posted in here for a while..
Things have been going ok I guess. Its Spring Break now, and Im not really doing anytthing for it..
My life is a little bit more exciting now a days((I guess)) I go to school.. which half the time I dont even get ready for .. and then I either go home and talk online and with Mike and Chris, or I hang out with Jackizzle which delays me going home and online and then talking with Mike and Chris. I really enjoy hanging out with Jackie--cheesy, I know.. but nonetheless we've definitely become really goodfriends.. and it really makes me happy bc we have fun times together.. haha Thursday when we were at her house she was playing the piano and I was singing Christmas Carols.. lmao her dad loved us! and we went to Olive Garden and our waitor was VERY attractive.. haha!
But yeah.. school's actually been going good. Im not saying 4.0 or anything, but definitely 3.7 or 3.8.. haha even tho thats the usual. But like now Im really starting to understand stuff, so I dont have to write shit for answers on homework anymore.. I can actually write the right ones and feel... " accomplished " I guess?? haha I know I know Im really cool.. also Ive been talking to all of my friends again, and Im kind of "Getting rid of" the not so good ones.. What are not so good friends?? Everyone knows.. they're the ones that just seem as if theyre your friends, but actually bring you down more than they help you out.. thats always a fun time.. I really dont know whats wrong with everyone lately.. but I mean its your guys life, and if you want to fuck it up doing retarded things (that you really have no idea about) then go for it.. but Im not gonna stick around for it anymore, bc it kind of makes me look bad (not trying to sound selfish) hanging around people like that. Theres really only so much I can say, and Im done trying to help everyone out. ( Not everyone.. just people that dont do anything in return.)
Also I know Ive said this plenty of times.. but seriously Im done with trying to please everyone. If you dont like me.. good for you. Theres no sense in arguing about it. Im -for the most part- nice to everyone, and that seems to get me no where, but thats just part of my personality now. Im definitely just going to try and do stuff for ME. All I feel like is that Im giving and putting up with peoples shit. Im NOT a push over.. and Im not going to act like one to prevent drama anymore. I dont care if I have a hand full of friends then, because I actually do only have a hand full of "real" friends. Im just so fed up with the backstabbing and the fakeness.. and I mean everything gets back to me.. so if you have something to say please just say it to me.. because its kind of rediculous. Well its like 11 AM now, and Im feeling a little better after writing this.. HAPPY EASTER TOMORROW<3
Also.. comments would be appreciated*
annnd, I hope noone misunderstand this post.. Im not trying to talk about anyone in particular, Its just that all the stuff I over look tends to catch up with me after a while, and I need to get it all out..
-Also a BIG thanks to Kia because she likes to make my journal prettier and prettier all of the time..
- One more thing* Happy Birthday Brittani<3
Things have been going ok I guess. Its Spring Break now, and Im not really doing anytthing for it..
My life is a little bit more exciting now a days((I guess)) I go to school.. which half the time I dont even get ready for .. and then I either go home and talk online and with Mike and Chris, or I hang out with Jackizzle which delays me going home and online and then talking with Mike and Chris. I really enjoy hanging out with Jackie--cheesy, I know.. but nonetheless we've definitely become really goodfriends.. and it really makes me happy bc we have fun times together.. haha Thursday when we were at her house she was playing the piano and I was singing Christmas Carols.. lmao her dad loved us! and we went to Olive Garden and our waitor was VERY attractive.. haha!
But yeah.. school's actually been going good. Im not saying 4.0 or anything, but definitely 3.7 or 3.8.. haha even tho thats the usual. But like now Im really starting to understand stuff, so I dont have to write shit for answers on homework anymore.. I can actually write the right ones and feel... " accomplished " I guess?? haha I know I know Im really cool.. also Ive been talking to all of my friends again, and Im kind of "Getting rid of" the not so good ones.. What are not so good friends?? Everyone knows.. they're the ones that just seem as if theyre your friends, but actually bring you down more than they help you out.. thats always a fun time.. I really dont know whats wrong with everyone lately.. but I mean its your guys life, and if you want to fuck it up doing retarded things (that you really have no idea about) then go for it.. but Im not gonna stick around for it anymore, bc it kind of makes me look bad (not trying to sound selfish) hanging around people like that. Theres really only so much I can say, and Im done trying to help everyone out. ( Not everyone.. just people that dont do anything in return.)
Also I know Ive said this plenty of times.. but seriously Im done with trying to please everyone. If you dont like me.. good for you. Theres no sense in arguing about it. Im -for the most part- nice to everyone, and that seems to get me no where, but thats just part of my personality now. Im definitely just going to try and do stuff for ME. All I feel like is that Im giving and putting up with peoples shit. Im NOT a push over.. and Im not going to act like one to prevent drama anymore. I dont care if I have a hand full of friends then, because I actually do only have a hand full of "real" friends. Im just so fed up with the backstabbing and the fakeness.. and I mean everything gets back to me.. so if you have something to say please just say it to me.. because its kind of rediculous. Well its like 11 AM now, and Im feeling a little better after writing this.. HAPPY EASTER TOMORROW<3
Also.. comments would be appreciated*
annnd, I hope noone misunderstand this post.. Im not trying to talk about anyone in particular, Its just that all the stuff I over look tends to catch up with me after a while, and I need to get it all out..
-Also a BIG thanks to Kia because she likes to make my journal prettier and prettier all of the time..
- One more thing* Happy Birthday Brittani<3