what do i do?
everyone keeps getting annoyed, or mad at me. My brother could have made me run him over, or crash the car today...i got another call from some guy...i have a spiliting headache, and i don't know what to do.
my mom wants me to start another diet to lose weight, because i said i wanted to go to my senior year looking like a new me. but i still don't know why i don't like the me i am right now. sure, no one else likes me, but that's there problems right? i guess not.
my life is pretty much going out the window as my year slowly ends. i have to go back for more surgery, for more stitches, and i'm still not completly sure if i'm going to get seriously injured or die from it. some days its just not worth waking up, even though i have to ori'll get yelled at and make things worse. That's exactaly what I want to do...not.I think i'm annoying my best-friends.I think I pissed off my mother, again. My grandma wants me to lose weight again...like everyone else. what's new? i don't know...
why do people even read this...it's the same old shit i've been complaining about for awhile....geez...i'm pathetic. Who would like a seventeen year old girl like me? i sure wouldn't...matter of fact, i don't.
whatever...
-Nikki
my mom wants me to start another diet to lose weight, because i said i wanted to go to my senior year looking like a new me. but i still don't know why i don't like the me i am right now. sure, no one else likes me, but that's there problems right? i guess not.
my life is pretty much going out the window as my year slowly ends. i have to go back for more surgery, for more stitches, and i'm still not completly sure if i'm going to get seriously injured or die from it. some days its just not worth waking up, even though i have to ori'll get yelled at and make things worse. That's exactaly what I want to do...not.I think i'm annoying my best-friends.I think I pissed off my mother, again. My grandma wants me to lose weight again...like everyone else. what's new? i don't know...
why do people even read this...it's the same old shit i've been complaining about for awhile....geez...i'm pathetic. Who would like a seventeen year old girl like me? i sure wouldn't...matter of fact, i don't.
whatever...
-Nikki