In St.Louis... Louie
WELL
I'm in St.Louis and I come home tomorrow. My cousin's wedding is today and we're getting ready... kind of. The wedding isnt until two and actually most of my cousins that I'm staying with are playing video games or doing some sort of chore. See I'm staying with my Uncle Mark who has four boys. I have my own room to stay in but lets just say that if they're playing video games.... I'm updating my livejournal or trying to convince one of them to go to the pool with me. Since the pool is out of the question I'm opting for not doing anything and using my stepmoms laptop. MUWAHAHAHAH!!
I went through wedding magazines at my cousins house yesterday. I wanted to cry.
The more wedding talk there is, the more it makes sense not to have one. I wish I had never thought about having mine.
But at the same time I can't just stomp on everything about love and marriage and commitment... when I'm supposed to be working on it. It's so hard not to be cynical when you're finding it hard to believe in someone else. I guess thats why people leave time between relationships... so their baggage doesnt go with them. And if Im like any other person, I dont like to let go.
But in other news. I have been a HUGE shutter bug and I got the BEST fireworks pictures on the fourth of July. One of them was a heart and I plan on making it a congradulations card for Sarah. Ok besides all my cynicism... Sarah and Mark are the CUTEST! They've been together seven years (since high school might I add) and are getting married July 7, 2007. (7-7-07) HOW ADORBALE!!! They also have a dog named Walker, Texas Ranger. Come on! Dont you wanna pinch them?
I wanna get together with people when I get back. So just call me ok. I have Wednesday-Sunday OFF WORK!
YEE-HAWWWW!
My true texan comes out while I'm here.
I'm in St.Louis and I come home tomorrow. My cousin's wedding is today and we're getting ready... kind of. The wedding isnt until two and actually most of my cousins that I'm staying with are playing video games or doing some sort of chore. See I'm staying with my Uncle Mark who has four boys. I have my own room to stay in but lets just say that if they're playing video games.... I'm updating my livejournal or trying to convince one of them to go to the pool with me. Since the pool is out of the question I'm opting for not doing anything and using my stepmoms laptop. MUWAHAHAHAH!!
I went through wedding magazines at my cousins house yesterday. I wanted to cry.
The more wedding talk there is, the more it makes sense not to have one. I wish I had never thought about having mine.
But at the same time I can't just stomp on everything about love and marriage and commitment... when I'm supposed to be working on it. It's so hard not to be cynical when you're finding it hard to believe in someone else. I guess thats why people leave time between relationships... so their baggage doesnt go with them. And if Im like any other person, I dont like to let go.
But in other news. I have been a HUGE shutter bug and I got the BEST fireworks pictures on the fourth of July. One of them was a heart and I plan on making it a congradulations card for Sarah. Ok besides all my cynicism... Sarah and Mark are the CUTEST! They've been together seven years (since high school might I add) and are getting married July 7, 2007. (7-7-07) HOW ADORBALE!!! They also have a dog named Walker, Texas Ranger. Come on! Dont you wanna pinch them?
I wanna get together with people when I get back. So just call me ok. I have Wednesday-Sunday OFF WORK!
YEE-HAWWWW!
My true texan comes out while I'm here.