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1. when i was going through a rough time, you were there for me and i appreciate that so much. i'm so glad i can talk to you. things got weird, but i think we've figured everything out. i'm sorry if i screwed things up between us, but i hope we can stay friends for a long time. i'm always here for you, no matter what.
2. recently, you and i have started talking a lot about basically everything and i am very thankful to have you as a friend. you give me such good advice, and i hope i can return the favor. remember that i am always here for you if you need an ear. things will get better, i'm a firm believer in that. I LOVE YOU!
3. so, i used to turn to you about everything. you always knew exactly what to say when i was confused, hurt, upset, angry, etc. the past year was hard on me because i felt like i lost a confidant. we grew apart, even though i don't know that we were really close. i know that i can still talk to you about things, i just never really get the chance. i love you so much. i hope you realize how much you've helped me over these past four years.
4. i know you don't read this, but you are my best friend. i've told you basically everything for four years and you've always been there for me. things got complicated with you and i, and they kind of still are, but i'd like to think things will work out. i hope you're beginning to think about what you want out of life. i will always be here for you, even if it ends up that we're just friends. i love you with all of my heart. no matter what happens, i will always want you to be a part of my life.
5. i still remember the first day of spanish class in ninth grade - the day i met you, my best friend everlasting. it's sad when i think about how much we never really hang out or talk anymore...we've grown apart...but every time i talk to you, i know that we can pick up right where we left off the last time. you are such an awesome girl and i love you lots.
6. where to begin...i met you in seventh grade. we were never really close then, but we got along. in high school, we kind of went our separate ways, until you joined marching band and we caught up. you still had your friends and i had mine, but we could always talk about anything. this past year was one of the best years of my life and i'm glad i got to spend the majority of it with you. sure, we got into some disagreements, but that's how friendships grow. i love you so so much and i will always be here for you. i know things are hard for you right now, but things will get better. i'm just a phone call or a five-minute drive away if you need me.
7. i know that you blame me for what happened. i've talked to so many people about it, and they all tell me that you need someone to blame. i hate that it's me, but maybe one day i'll understand. it's so hard to sit here, having lost one of my closest friends. i hope you know how sorry i really am. i'm really glad we got to talk the other day...and i hope, one day, everything will be okay between us.
8. i just met you last semester, but you are a really cool girl. i'm glad we've become friends. i like talking to you about random things, even though it always comes back to work. i miss seeing you, but hopefully i'll get to see you before you go to college.
9. i saw you in the grocery store today. i am jealous of your exciting trip, but i hope you have tons of fun.
10. you are such an amazing girl. i remember meeting you at the lunch table second semester, freshman year. you are so spunky and you always know how to cheer me up. i marvel at your fashion sense. i love how you can always make someone laugh, even when they're at their worst. i always felt like i could talk to you...but i never really took the opportunity. i'm sorry for that.