Writer's Block: Left Behind
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Death is quite a fearful thing, especially since I had seen horrible deaths at an early age...
My body will possibly lie in the depths of the ocean. My powers may dwindle with old age, but I do want to make sure nothing goes out of hand with a careless old mind; my plans for retirement will be to return to the sea and remain there until death. It will be lonely after spending so many years on land, but it will be the best.
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The question had made me think a lot about my life. I have not done much in the years that I have lived so far, and at times the question rises: "why have I come up to land if I have not made use of my being?" I have gained a lot of knowledge in a human's perspective through studies from since I had gained the ability to transform into a human body, but I have not made use of them to make the world a better place.
It also made me think about how much time I have left. I have been on this planet for a good century or so, but how long does an average lugia live...? Our race do not travel in herds, for our powers have a possibility to go out of control... Quite frightening for one to not completely know oneself. Without another lugia to interact with, it's very difficult to find out about my own race. At times I even wonder if there is another lugia living on this planet...? Is there another one like me who is even now dwelling in the depths of the ocean, contantly traveling around?
My thoughts on this is quite scattered regarding this topic. I wish to enjoy what I have now, not dwell on the past and worry about the future. I am envious of him for being such a carefree spirit.
Death is quite a fearful thing, especially since I had seen horrible deaths at an early age...
My body will possibly lie in the depths of the ocean. My powers may dwindle with old age, but I do want to make sure nothing goes out of hand with a careless old mind; my plans for retirement will be to return to the sea and remain there until death. It will be lonely after spending so many years on land, but it will be the best.
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The question had made me think a lot about my life. I have not done much in the years that I have lived so far, and at times the question rises: "why have I come up to land if I have not made use of my being?" I have gained a lot of knowledge in a human's perspective through studies from since I had gained the ability to transform into a human body, but I have not made use of them to make the world a better place.
It also made me think about how much time I have left. I have been on this planet for a good century or so, but how long does an average lugia live...? Our race do not travel in herds, for our powers have a possibility to go out of control... Quite frightening for one to not completely know oneself. Without another lugia to interact with, it's very difficult to find out about my own race. At times I even wonder if there is another lugia living on this planet...? Is there another one like me who is even now dwelling in the depths of the ocean, contantly traveling around?
My thoughts on this is quite scattered regarding this topic. I wish to enjoy what I have now, not dwell on the past and worry about the future. I am envious of him for being such a carefree spirit.