Jun 04, 2007 16:18
Don't think about all those things you fear.
Just be glad to be here.
Sometimes, you don't want to be here...or there for that matter. I know I haven't updated in a while...and I'm not sure why. Time...effort...or is it just that I don't feel like it anymore? Work is starting to get frustrating at times. I used to want to be here all the time; now I just want to get my stuff done and go home. I think it’s the project that I am on at the moment; I’m just not feeling it anymore. I want to be put on the other project once it comes back, but that might be another month or so. Hopefully when I get back from Egypt I can choose what I want to work on. If I get back from Egypt.
Do you ever have that feeling that you just want to go travel, and get lost, and never be found? I am feeling that way right now. Maybe I just don’t want to be found at all, ever. I can’t finish this, I can’t think at the moment, to much shit running through my head. Until…fuck, until whenever.