Fifty Eighth Memory

May 20, 2009 20:52

[Private]

Even despite all the friends I have here, and Yori-chan...I'm so lonely. Zero...I really don't know what to do without you, and it's only been a few days. I've always had either Zero, Rijichou, or Kaname-senpai. All three of them...they've always protected me...and been there for me. I have Yori-chan, and I'm grateful. If I really was alone I can't even imagine the state I'd be in. Probably...even worse than when I initially appeared...here.

I don't really know how to live life without those three people.

Come back. Please. Even if it's selfish and evil for me to wish such a thing. Please...come back! I need you...

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[Filtered away from Ichiru Kiryuu]

Even though Zero's gone...I still want to put this up.

May 23rd is Zero and Ichiru-kun's birthday. I meant to put invites out a couple days ago...but I ended up cursed, and then Zero disappeared. Even though he's not here...I'd still...like to do something. He was here...and had friends. It feels wrong not doing something on the day that would celebrate his birth...so even if it's silly...I hope...everyone will come.

Additionally...Ichiru-kun is still here. At the very least...we can still celebrate for his sake I think. I'll lure him over to the apartment SOMEHOW. Snacks and food will be provided, but if you want to bring a dish or two over we wouldn't object or anything.

I...really hope to see everyone. It would be nice.

birthday party, agoraphobic, not the one shopping, lonely, friends, i need you, yori, zero, come play, celebrate, i miss you

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