Misc, Hard Day
I'm still sick. Having slight trouble pulling a deep breath. Still coughing up shards of glass. Running a fever off and on. Haven't slept for days. Bleh
Today is May 26th. My father's birthday. He would be 51 today. My father passed Dec 12, 1996.
I am still angry and bitter. No surprise there. The only real grudge I ever held, still going strong. One day, maybe, peace. But not today. Not right now.
I'm lonely today, though I guess the day makes sense. I just feel empty inside. I need to cry but there aren't any tears. *shrug* I need to sleep I guess.
Hear You Me, Jimmy Eat World:
There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Today is May 26th. My father's birthday. He would be 51 today. My father passed Dec 12, 1996.
I am still angry and bitter. No surprise there. The only real grudge I ever held, still going strong. One day, maybe, peace. But not today. Not right now.
I'm lonely today, though I guess the day makes sense. I just feel empty inside. I need to cry but there aren't any tears. *shrug* I need to sleep I guess.
Hear You Me, Jimmy Eat World:
There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.