*sings* My insanity is what you thrive on
EDIT: Because Seto Kaiba is never last.
Seto's coat is love
Seto Kaiba would like to thank you for your attention. Now stop staring at his crotch.
Dude, I have GOT to get my parents to listen to this song. Maybe it'll help them understand me a little better, cuz I've never heard something so *me* before . . . Well, the me that existed several years ago. It's like Shinedown has read into the scars on my soul!
;-; Hear that mummy and daddy, get ready this weekend. There is much angst and empowerment to be had!
Stranger Inside
by Shinedown
This day could be the worst one yet
I just won't relax, I can't catch my breath
Because I'm sick and tired of "you'll be fine"
Well, how do you know? Can you read minds?
(pre chorus)
So take it while you can, so you can meet demands
My insanity is what you thrive on
So rip it from my soul, so everyone will know in the end
We were never friends
(chorus)
Have you ever felt lost inside? So unloved within that you almost die
Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside
Don't push your ignorance on me
I'm not unrehearsed to your jealousy
And I know you think I don't see the signs
Well, how do you know? Do I look blind?
(pre chorus)
So take it while you can, so you can meet demands
My breakdown is what you thrive on
So rip it from my soul, so everyone will know in the end
I'm the break, you're the bend
(chorus)
Have you ever felt lost inside? So unloved within that you almost die
Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside
Anyway, I'm currently obsessed with my Shinedown cd (though I've had it since last Christmas >-< I got it for one song, and I've just gotten to listening to the whole thing). It's very angry and angsty ^_^ It makes me happy.
Feel free to think I'm weird because of that. But a lot of the music I listen to reminds me of where I used to be, and helps me cope with the residual garbage that still yet lingers. It's like an incentive NOT to turn back cuz I don't want to be that screwed up person anymore.
*ahem*
Today, well, I only had about an hour of sleep this morning so I was pretty much incoherent during my Ancient Near East class >-<. When I got out, I didn't even bother with coffee or food, I just went straight to bed and didn't move until about four hours later (cuz I had to ;-; I'm too dedicated to waste a day of reading and assignments).
Got my Whiteness studies paper done, compiled my notes on some extra reading I had to do for Whiteness studies, made a list of folk sayings for Southern Womanhood Project 3, and I'm now about to start compiling my Sphinx notes so that I can find what I need with little trouble. Hopefully, it will cut down on page flipping time.
When I get back from class (ARGH), I guess I'll pick up something to eat then read the rest of Mules and Men. I've been remarkably lazy the last few days. Honestly, I feel so rundown and cold. No matter how high I turn the thermostat, I'm still freezing. I hope I'm not coming down with anything. That would royally suck at this stage.
Anyway, this weekend, I full intend to begin my Sphinx paper and - if time permits - my Whiteness paper as well. And I desperately need to begin researching Britain's role in World War II >-< I need a few extra sources. The Sphinx research needs a little tuning up as well since I have virtually nothing on the "Orion Mysteries" which my professor suggested I include ;-;
I'm hoping to be awake enough to do more of Azurite's HHE as well since I'm almost finished!!!!! I also need to get cracking on the fic front as well. UnClean yet remains unfinished as does Playing Tag and Black. =_= Yeesh.
Also, I absolutely have GOT to stop listening to music while trying to get stuff done *adjusts her earphones*. Last night I was writing page numbers and notes for the Sphinx paper while listening to Breaking Benjamin and - you should see my notepad - DOODLES EVERYWHERE including a plan for a large (possibly to be shaded) sketch for my yet-to-be-written fic Echoes in Stillness . . . or I could convert it to a In the Sands of Egypt pic. Which reminds me, I need to get that sketch of Seto/Tea sleeping on the Anubis statue redrawn and shaded. First, I need to find my models!
Yes, my fanart fire hath been rekindled - just when the Hentai Goddess decides to take a hike gggggrrrrrrr.
And then there's the COMMISSIONS - Azurite's and Angel Love's - both of which I have outlines (finally!) done for. I have to redraw and shade. I also want to redraw a certain hentai-ish Seto/Tea doodle I did in my Near East notes. One day I'm gonna have to copy all of my notes so I can cut out all the "good" doodles. More work for break! Archives and copies and cutting out doodles!!!!! ARGH!
- Kysra
Seto's coat is love
Seto Kaiba would like to thank you for your attention. Now stop staring at his crotch.
Dude, I have GOT to get my parents to listen to this song. Maybe it'll help them understand me a little better, cuz I've never heard something so *me* before . . . Well, the me that existed several years ago. It's like Shinedown has read into the scars on my soul!
;-; Hear that mummy and daddy, get ready this weekend. There is much angst and empowerment to be had!
Stranger Inside
by Shinedown
This day could be the worst one yet
I just won't relax, I can't catch my breath
Because I'm sick and tired of "you'll be fine"
Well, how do you know? Can you read minds?
(pre chorus)
So take it while you can, so you can meet demands
My insanity is what you thrive on
So rip it from my soul, so everyone will know in the end
We were never friends
(chorus)
Have you ever felt lost inside? So unloved within that you almost die
Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside
Don't push your ignorance on me
I'm not unrehearsed to your jealousy
And I know you think I don't see the signs
Well, how do you know? Do I look blind?
(pre chorus)
So take it while you can, so you can meet demands
My breakdown is what you thrive on
So rip it from my soul, so everyone will know in the end
I'm the break, you're the bend
(chorus)
Have you ever felt lost inside? So unloved within that you almost die
Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside
Anyway, I'm currently obsessed with my Shinedown cd (though I've had it since last Christmas >-< I got it for one song, and I've just gotten to listening to the whole thing). It's very angry and angsty ^_^ It makes me happy.
Feel free to think I'm weird because of that. But a lot of the music I listen to reminds me of where I used to be, and helps me cope with the residual garbage that still yet lingers. It's like an incentive NOT to turn back cuz I don't want to be that screwed up person anymore.
*ahem*
Today, well, I only had about an hour of sleep this morning so I was pretty much incoherent during my Ancient Near East class >-<. When I got out, I didn't even bother with coffee or food, I just went straight to bed and didn't move until about four hours later (cuz I had to ;-; I'm too dedicated to waste a day of reading and assignments).
Got my Whiteness studies paper done, compiled my notes on some extra reading I had to do for Whiteness studies, made a list of folk sayings for Southern Womanhood Project 3, and I'm now about to start compiling my Sphinx notes so that I can find what I need with little trouble. Hopefully, it will cut down on page flipping time.
When I get back from class (ARGH), I guess I'll pick up something to eat then read the rest of Mules and Men. I've been remarkably lazy the last few days. Honestly, I feel so rundown and cold. No matter how high I turn the thermostat, I'm still freezing. I hope I'm not coming down with anything. That would royally suck at this stage.
Anyway, this weekend, I full intend to begin my Sphinx paper and - if time permits - my Whiteness paper as well. And I desperately need to begin researching Britain's role in World War II >-< I need a few extra sources. The Sphinx research needs a little tuning up as well since I have virtually nothing on the "Orion Mysteries" which my professor suggested I include ;-;
I'm hoping to be awake enough to do more of Azurite's HHE as well since I'm almost finished!!!!! I also need to get cracking on the fic front as well. UnClean yet remains unfinished as does Playing Tag and Black. =_= Yeesh.
Also, I absolutely have GOT to stop listening to music while trying to get stuff done *adjusts her earphones*. Last night I was writing page numbers and notes for the Sphinx paper while listening to Breaking Benjamin and - you should see my notepad - DOODLES EVERYWHERE including a plan for a large (possibly to be shaded) sketch for my yet-to-be-written fic Echoes in Stillness . . . or I could convert it to a In the Sands of Egypt pic. Which reminds me, I need to get that sketch of Seto/Tea sleeping on the Anubis statue redrawn and shaded. First, I need to find my models!
Yes, my fanart fire hath been rekindled - just when the Hentai Goddess decides to take a hike gggggrrrrrrr.
And then there's the COMMISSIONS - Azurite's and Angel Love's - both of which I have outlines (finally!) done for. I have to redraw and shade. I also want to redraw a certain hentai-ish Seto/Tea doodle I did in my Near East notes. One day I'm gonna have to copy all of my notes so I can cut out all the "good" doodles. More work for break! Archives and copies and cutting out doodles!!!!! ARGH!
- Kysra