unfortuneatley I'm down with the sickness...:((
Well, last night I didn't go to work...Erika told me not to feel bad about it b/c I needed to rest...but I still kinda do...:( I felt so bady for my baby last night, she's been having some really tough days, people putting too much unneeded and unwanted stress on her, and she has nothing that she can do about it...I know if I were there I'd let her put the stress on me and make sure that no one pulled that kind of bullshit on her....I feel so bad b/c there's nothing I can do for her all the way over here. I seriously wanna beat the shit outta somma her "friends" sometimes....I hate it when she's hurt :( Thats my baby, my world, my everything....and when people fuck with her, they're fucking with everything that I have....and that makes me more pissed than I've ever been!!!!! We talked last night, I was trying to calm her down a little bit b/c on top of all that bullshit she's having to go through, she's really sick too :( She finally went to bed like around 2:30 this morning or so...I hope at least, she said she took some pills or something, so hopefully she was able to sleep, I'ma wait till she calls me b/c I don't wanna wake her up....I want her to be able to be away from all that pain as long as possilbe. We were talking last night...she asked me how we should tell her parents about us moving in together.....then she said she wanted to hold my hand and look them in the eye and tell them.....my stomach dropped and I started tearing up....she was talking about shell n anthony's relationship and how its all about "Me, I, Mine"....well after she said that about holding my hand and telling her parents I knew that it was never gonna be like that with us....it's always going to be "WE, OUR, OURS"....we're going to do everything together.....as a team ,as lovers, as friends, as soul mates..... I love her so much.... Anyway, I'm drained, gonna go back to sleep.....6 more days!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU ERIKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *MmmmMmmmwWWWwWWwWWaAAAAaAAA!!!!!!!*