These things that will never be mine!
Well.. so far the week long break has treated me well..
I have reached a new range of weight!! and that feels amazing!
I have been working while im off of rehearsal, but it has been cool cause I love my co-workers..
Everyone at work is like.. Brian. ur so fricken skinny. and my boss has even said.. "Brian, you have no ass anymore!" lol.. they think I am way too skinny..
I have scheduled two consultations with two different plastic surgeons.. so that will be excitin and interesting at the same time..
I actually met a friend of a friend. and we hit it off pretty well.. he is the exact opposite of everything I like in a guy.. but for the short time I had to wrangle me a guy I was fine with him.. he spent the night at my place after we watched a movie.. he was all muscley and strong and it was amazing! but anyways.. that made me feel good about my body I think.. cause he kept saying how hot I was and all that..
So.. I just threw up for like 20 minutes.. i feel like im having an out-of-body experience, and it feels pretty interesting. like your drunk kind of.. i lost 4 and a half pounds after purging though.. so that is good!!
trying to be someone that you know your not gets harder everyday.. eventually, you wish life would go away!
I have reached a new range of weight!! and that feels amazing!
I have been working while im off of rehearsal, but it has been cool cause I love my co-workers..
Everyone at work is like.. Brian. ur so fricken skinny. and my boss has even said.. "Brian, you have no ass anymore!" lol.. they think I am way too skinny..
I have scheduled two consultations with two different plastic surgeons.. so that will be excitin and interesting at the same time..
I actually met a friend of a friend. and we hit it off pretty well.. he is the exact opposite of everything I like in a guy.. but for the short time I had to wrangle me a guy I was fine with him.. he spent the night at my place after we watched a movie.. he was all muscley and strong and it was amazing! but anyways.. that made me feel good about my body I think.. cause he kept saying how hot I was and all that..
So.. I just threw up for like 20 minutes.. i feel like im having an out-of-body experience, and it feels pretty interesting. like your drunk kind of.. i lost 4 and a half pounds after purging though.. so that is good!!
trying to be someone that you know your not gets harder everyday.. eventually, you wish life would go away!