Cramps and Disney
I woke up today with horrible Cramps, what a way to start the day.
I think i may either do another Disney college program, or i may just go work down there and go to UCF (i'd go to UCF either way cuz i have to stay in school). But what I Really really want to do is try for an advanced internship for Wedding planning down there, how perfect would that be, even if i have to wait to get married down there, i can have the inside scoop, and maybe plan my own wedding hehe, or get very familiar with how they do everything.
I got my letter of agreement emailed to me yesterday, even though i thought i asked them to send it to me through U.S mail, oh well. Disney still isn't looking good till next year though :( oh well i think we may need that time, i don't think Michael is quite ready yet, i mean he's ready to be committed to "us" he already is, but he has a lot to figure out for himself with school and work, and trying to make what i want and what he wants work together. I'm really really starting to see that Wedding Planning is really what i want to go into, i love it, and even though there is no degree for wedding planning, that just means i can get a degree in whatever i feel like, but i should probably go with like Hospitality or Business stuff or something.
I'm in a better mood today, after venting in yesterdays post i feel a lot better, and i know i'm wrong about Michael and I, we will make it, it's just going to be very hard, especially in the next few months with rent and finding me a job and getting me in classes and everything.
Okay getting really Dizzy and not feeling to great i think i'm going to go lay down or something before i pass out or throw up.
I think i may either do another Disney college program, or i may just go work down there and go to UCF (i'd go to UCF either way cuz i have to stay in school). But what I Really really want to do is try for an advanced internship for Wedding planning down there, how perfect would that be, even if i have to wait to get married down there, i can have the inside scoop, and maybe plan my own wedding hehe, or get very familiar with how they do everything.
I got my letter of agreement emailed to me yesterday, even though i thought i asked them to send it to me through U.S mail, oh well. Disney still isn't looking good till next year though :( oh well i think we may need that time, i don't think Michael is quite ready yet, i mean he's ready to be committed to "us" he already is, but he has a lot to figure out for himself with school and work, and trying to make what i want and what he wants work together. I'm really really starting to see that Wedding Planning is really what i want to go into, i love it, and even though there is no degree for wedding planning, that just means i can get a degree in whatever i feel like, but i should probably go with like Hospitality or Business stuff or something.
I'm in a better mood today, after venting in yesterdays post i feel a lot better, and i know i'm wrong about Michael and I, we will make it, it's just going to be very hard, especially in the next few months with rent and finding me a job and getting me in classes and everything.
Okay getting really Dizzy and not feeling to great i think i'm going to go lay down or something before i pass out or throw up.