ok the F word will be usd a lot, but i'll try to cover as much as i can
OH MY F*CKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DID ALL DAY? DO U KNOW WHAT I WENT THROUGH!!!??? ARE U KIDDING ME?! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! FOR ONE THING, I'M IN FUCKING PAIN!!! MY WRIST IS SWOLLEN TO NO END AND ITS BRUISED AND RED AND EVERYTHING ELSE!! ITS AWFUL... I CAN BARELY MOVE IT.. IF ITS NOT FUCKING BETTER BY FRIDAY IM GONNA KILL SOMETHING.. I AM NOT GONNA INJURE MYSELF AT FUCKING BAND MASTERS AND JEPORDIZE MY PRACTICE TIME WITH MY OWN GUARD. no way in hell am i gonna do that its not that important. and my moms really thinking about not letting me continue for certain reasons, which i understand fully..idk, its just not right.. to much fucking stupid shit happened that its not worth it.. UGH!!!!! i am in an awful mood!!!! i need something good to happen!
well tomorrow, im probably gonna clean up the house a bit to help my mom out.. thats if shes not working, and in alone, cause i hate cleaning when people are in the house.. so yeah, and im gonna try to make my wrist feel better... maybe try to get some color.. good color, not a burn like i got on my neck... like a tan.. but i'll most likely burn.. whatever! just as long as i dont get bothered at ALL! idk, im just not in a good mood.. today sucked.. and im not going to the fireworks, cause i'll be lonely...yup.. no one to spend tonight with while all the other couples are cuddled up under the sky looking at the fireworks.. its not worth the hurt, so i'll stay home and do jigg saw pizzles. alright?! ok, im done i think.. goodnight.. and happy 4th.
well tomorrow, im probably gonna clean up the house a bit to help my mom out.. thats if shes not working, and in alone, cause i hate cleaning when people are in the house.. so yeah, and im gonna try to make my wrist feel better... maybe try to get some color.. good color, not a burn like i got on my neck... like a tan.. but i'll most likely burn.. whatever! just as long as i dont get bothered at ALL! idk, im just not in a good mood.. today sucked.. and im not going to the fireworks, cause i'll be lonely...yup.. no one to spend tonight with while all the other couples are cuddled up under the sky looking at the fireworks.. its not worth the hurt, so i'll stay home and do jigg saw pizzles. alright?! ok, im done i think.. goodnight.. and happy 4th.