OH MAN

May 26, 2005 14:57

I AM OFFICALLY SCARED AND NERVOUS FOR THIS SUMMER. BUT I THOUGHT I COULD SURPASS THIS FEELING WITH EXCITEMENT. GUESS NOT. I 'M THINKING IT MIGHT JUST BE THAT ONCE AGAIN I DON'T WANT TO LET ANYONE DOWN, ESPECIALLY MYSELF AND I WANT TO PROVE THAT I CAN DO THIS. I DON'T WANT TO BE THE WEAKEST LINK BECAUSE I DON'T SETTLE FOR THAT. I STRIVE FOR THE BEST, AND DAMN IT THAT'S WHAT I WANT. I WANT TO HAVE FUN, I WANT IT TO BE HARD BUT NOT TO THE POINT THAT I'M CRYING EVERY NIGHT, CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP AND WAKING UP WITH RED, PUFFY EYES.

TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE,
MISS ANNIE
(FORMER GUARD MEMBER OF SURF GUARD 2002-2004)
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