End 1st year of grad school, just end.
I'm so excited to just get to the summer already. I'm going to be the scenic charge for three operas down in North Carolina, so I'll be uber busy with that. And I'm nervous since all of the shows I'm charging here are next year, so I haven't actually gone through this process yet. I'm itching to get the TD's draftings or the paint elevations or something! I just want to take all of this nervous energy and just start putting it towards something. I'd also like to start sooner because I want to be able to look over it with Lisa and see what she thinks is the best way to approach it with the corresponding budgets.
Plus I'm totally over classwork right now. Motivation is not working out. And I sit here and say to myself "you know you're being paid to be here, and it's your grad school experience, you should be more grateful and put your heart and soul into every day." Easier sad then done, as I feel my soul was totally sucked out earlier this semester. I just want a break!
..but then I realize that Eric will be teaching at a different school and Lisa will be gone with him as well. Which means every thing will be different. So then I'm also treasuring my moments with them because they're both so talented and they've taught me so much. And I don't want them to leave until I feel like I've gotten enough of these things from them. I'm going to miss them like whoa next year. Because I love them as people as well. Lisa feels more like a friend than a supervisor most of the time.
So the semester really needs to end but then again not but then again summer needs to begin!
Plus I'm totally over classwork right now. Motivation is not working out. And I sit here and say to myself "you know you're being paid to be here, and it's your grad school experience, you should be more grateful and put your heart and soul into every day." Easier sad then done, as I feel my soul was totally sucked out earlier this semester. I just want a break!
..but then I realize that Eric will be teaching at a different school and Lisa will be gone with him as well. Which means every thing will be different. So then I'm also treasuring my moments with them because they're both so talented and they've taught me so much. And I don't want them to leave until I feel like I've gotten enough of these things from them. I'm going to miss them like whoa next year. Because I love them as people as well. Lisa feels more like a friend than a supervisor most of the time.
So the semester really needs to end but then again not but then again summer needs to begin!