*What's new with me..*

[guard_princess]

*Shew...it has been forever since I have updated this thing. Since I last updated a lot has happened to me. I graduated and moved out. Justin and I moved in together. We lived together for about 7 months. Things just didn't work out with us though. We broke up in January and I moved back home. Things were so complicated with us and at the end it was so bad. We were both responsible for the break up I think. But on another note...My papaw(who is more like my dad then anything) is really sick right now! I am going through a rough time with him! He was the person I wanted to walk me down the aisle when I get married and it looks like that isn't gonna happen now! =( I love him so much! I don't know what I am gonna do without him! He has had cancer for almost a year now. When they finally found the cancer it had already spread throughout his entire body. They did chemo treatment on him and he got really sick at one point during the chemo. He had 2 heart attacks and was pretty bad off. Recently (about a month ago) we found out that the chemo had helped and the cancer had stopped spreading and he was in remission. We were all so relieved to hear this. But this relief didn't last long. About a week ago he started getting really sick. He can't eat anything, and he is having trouble remembering the simplest things which is not at all like him. He went for a MRI today and they think the cancer has spread to his brain. It scares me to death to hear this because I know after it gets to the brain the person usually doesn't live too much longer. I went to see him yesterday and it was like he was in a completely different place. I almost felt like he didn't know who I was, which breaks my heart because I am his baby. I have a great support system in my new boyfriend though! He is one of the most amazing people I have ever met in my life! We have been dating for almost 5 months now and things are wonderful! He makes me feel things I have never felt before! I feel such a connection with him. He is one of the sweetest most caring people I know. He has been a rock for me throughout this whole mess with my papaw. He would go sit at the hospital with me for hours at a time and not complain one time. He would just sit and hold me and talk if I needed to talk. I thank him so much for being here for me. This all would be a million times harder without him. Well that's all for now! I will try to get on here more and update from now on! =) Bye for now!*

*Whitney Nacole Keith <3 Jonathan Cory Hill* 01.25.06