*If I cOuLd DrEaM uP tHe PeRfEcT gUy FoR mE.*.*.*.*. hE wOuLdN't EvEn CoMpArE tO yOu!*
It's been forever since I last updated..I have just been too lazy to update!
I am so depressed right now! All of my friends are mad at me but 2 or 3 of them! I don't even have a clue why! 2 of them have ganged up on me and have been very mean to me lately! One of them was just so awful to me today..she almost made me cry..she was saying how spoiled I was and how I let people know that I am spoiled and I act proud of it...she said that I never work for anything that I get which is NOT true....I work hard for everything that I get! Then she went off on me in this big long note and acted like the whole thing was my fault and that I was the one being mean and I was causing all of the problems...and she left school...so I would look bad! I am so sick of trying to please everyone...It is times like this when I know who my *TRUE FRIENDS* are and to all of u....u know who u r...***I LOVE U AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT U GUYZ!*** I just don't understand why all of this is happening...it just all of a sudden outta the blue popped up outta nowhere! Shew I am so sick of being treated like I am by my so called "friends". If they were my true friends they wouldn't treat me as horribly as they do!* = (
Anyways....
I haven't talked to Tom in a month...I am really starting to think that he doesn't care anymore...which really bothers me! I miss him like crazy! I am prolly just being a 'drama queen' again!
*It just seems like I am losing almost everyone that was once so important to me....I think this situation is just something that I will have to get used to! The 3 or 4 friends that I do have that I know will always be here for me through thick and thin I am SO GRATEFUL for!* Shew!* If anyone has ANY advice to help please leave me a comment!! =*(
L8R
Whit*
I am so depressed right now! All of my friends are mad at me but 2 or 3 of them! I don't even have a clue why! 2 of them have ganged up on me and have been very mean to me lately! One of them was just so awful to me today..she almost made me cry..she was saying how spoiled I was and how I let people know that I am spoiled and I act proud of it...she said that I never work for anything that I get which is NOT true....I work hard for everything that I get! Then she went off on me in this big long note and acted like the whole thing was my fault and that I was the one being mean and I was causing all of the problems...and she left school...so I would look bad! I am so sick of trying to please everyone...It is times like this when I know who my *TRUE FRIENDS* are and to all of u....u know who u r...***I LOVE U AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT U GUYZ!*** I just don't understand why all of this is happening...it just all of a sudden outta the blue popped up outta nowhere! Shew I am so sick of being treated like I am by my so called "friends". If they were my true friends they wouldn't treat me as horribly as they do!* = (
Anyways....
I haven't talked to Tom in a month...I am really starting to think that he doesn't care anymore...which really bothers me! I miss him like crazy! I am prolly just being a 'drama queen' again!
*It just seems like I am losing almost everyone that was once so important to me....I think this situation is just something that I will have to get used to! The 3 or 4 friends that I do have that I know will always be here for me through thick and thin I am SO GRATEFUL for!* Shew!* If anyone has ANY advice to help please leave me a comment!! =*(
L8R
Whit*