okkkkk......
i dont know why im feeling like this, and i hate it so much! thomas just got out TODAY, called me while i was in school...umm, yeh, kinda freaKED me out! i was sittin there just praying to God, please take this situation out of my hands and YOU lead me the right way, the right thing to do. i dont know EXACTLY what is bothering me, but it is, and it shouldnt be, i shouldnt ever let anything bother me, well at least now at the present time. i know in the past i use to just dwell on things things soo-o bad, it was sickening! i want to see what happens with my roland hes so sweet and caring and understanding and cute and funny and must i go on? but why cant i just let thomas know that there will probably NOT be any MORE chances...<-----you see that? NO MORE, meaning there has been too many! so therefore im in a situation where i dont really know how or what im feelin at this point, but i do know God will handle it the way He wants and i know this has to serve as some kind of purpose, cause like everyone should know by now....
'EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!!!'
'EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!!!'