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I forgot how therapeutic it is to write things out. I am such a dork for this, but I think I am going to start using this again.
Yesterday I went through my old posts around my birthday from 2009 till I think 2012 and I had completely forgot a lot of things that had happened to me. Its kind of nice having everything documented somewhere.
Anywho, today I woke up trying to have a better attitude then yesterday, but work made that impossible. First of all, I am working at Northwoods Lodge right now as an aide. When I got there this morning, there was two notes in my box. One note from a patient saying I went above and beyond for her, which was nice expect I couldn't even remember who she was. Haha. The second note was saying I need to pay for my CPR class next month because its expiring. I found out that my work doesn't even reimburse or give classes there so I have to pay out of pocket when I work there on call. So goodbye next paycheck!
Then when I clock in and head up stairs they tell me I'm not even schedule until the evening shift. I leave and am on the highway when they call me to say no one showed up and I needed to come back. When I got back, I noticed I was schedule for 24 hours!!! I said I would do a 16 hour shift, but not a fucking entire day! I called my boss and she made it sound like my fault and that I had to stay there for am shift, which is 630am to 230pm and then come back for noc shift at 1030pm till 630am. FUCK MY LIFE.
So right now I am at home for my eight hour break until I go back to work all night. Why wouldn't they just let me work my fucking double right after one another like they let everyone do?! I am only at this job because I wanted an RN job after I pass the NCLEX, but really I think I am just being used because there is such a high turn over rate as an aide. I really think I am going to get fucked and have to find a job somewhere else after July.
I keep saying, "at least you have a job." Thats not really helping me though. Haha. I am literally wiping ass almost minimum wage. I can study at night shift and I won't have to see management. That can be my positive.
Yesterday I went through my old posts around my birthday from 2009 till I think 2012 and I had completely forgot a lot of things that had happened to me. Its kind of nice having everything documented somewhere.
Anywho, today I woke up trying to have a better attitude then yesterday, but work made that impossible. First of all, I am working at Northwoods Lodge right now as an aide. When I got there this morning, there was two notes in my box. One note from a patient saying I went above and beyond for her, which was nice expect I couldn't even remember who she was. Haha. The second note was saying I need to pay for my CPR class next month because its expiring. I found out that my work doesn't even reimburse or give classes there so I have to pay out of pocket when I work there on call. So goodbye next paycheck!
Then when I clock in and head up stairs they tell me I'm not even schedule until the evening shift. I leave and am on the highway when they call me to say no one showed up and I needed to come back. When I got back, I noticed I was schedule for 24 hours!!! I said I would do a 16 hour shift, but not a fucking entire day! I called my boss and she made it sound like my fault and that I had to stay there for am shift, which is 630am to 230pm and then come back for noc shift at 1030pm till 630am. FUCK MY LIFE.
So right now I am at home for my eight hour break until I go back to work all night. Why wouldn't they just let me work my fucking double right after one another like they let everyone do?! I am only at this job because I wanted an RN job after I pass the NCLEX, but really I think I am just being used because there is such a high turn over rate as an aide. I really think I am going to get fucked and have to find a job somewhere else after July.
I keep saying, "at least you have a job." Thats not really helping me though. Haha. I am literally wiping ass almost minimum wage. I can study at night shift and I won't have to see management. That can be my positive.