rusty chains on wheels
letters from france...
my mail was held for several days
god bless it. the timing is perfect
i was already in a good mood
but im not sure if i should be even happier?
or depressed...
i would tell you how i feel
about jealousy, love, and transience...
but thats all they are
feelings...
unable to translate into words
thoughts, concepts, situations
kitty and i will meet tonight
i am afraid
they will send me home
to my friends (and mother) who care
it will be difficult to leave my kitty
yet she is a stranger...
my mind wants to wander
to flordia, france, vancouver, and santa barabra...
and now it wants to stay in the dalles
*bitterness grows*
maybe i am too open on lj...
but this post is for your eyes only
nobody else can read it but you =p
i bet i am bi-polar
my mail was held for several days
god bless it. the timing is perfect
i was already in a good mood
but im not sure if i should be even happier?
or depressed...
i would tell you how i feel
about jealousy, love, and transience...
but thats all they are
feelings...
unable to translate into words
thoughts, concepts, situations
kitty and i will meet tonight
i am afraid
they will send me home
to my friends (and mother) who care
it will be difficult to leave my kitty
yet she is a stranger...
my mind wants to wander
to flordia, france, vancouver, and santa barabra...
and now it wants to stay in the dalles
*bitterness grows*
maybe i am too open on lj...
but this post is for your eyes only
nobody else can read it but you =p
i bet i am bi-polar