black hole sun
where does the present
meet with the furure?
where does it connect?
here we go again. it's time to reflect.
"goddamn, you're an asshole," i said to myself thismorning. let me tell, you that's one hell of a way to wake up.
on the road today, i noticed a guy with a sign. according to him, animal testing kills 500 animals every day.
that struck me as the most rediculous thing at the time. nature kills more animals every day than testing could ever hope to accomplish. and on top of that, have you ever considered the wonderful miracles made possible to animal testing.
yeah, space monkey. dig it.
sometimes people leave their dogs or cats in the car while i park it. but today, somebody left their manic depressive friend in the car. that was interesting. he was rocking out to the beatles real loud and chain smoking.
he got out of the car and came over to talk to us in the parking garage. we told him to put out his cigarete but he didn't listen. he just didn't give a fuck.
he asked me if i wanted to take the red pill or the blue pill. somehow, he tied it all back in with his manic depression.
mania is the greatly underapreciated side of manic depression. it might even be more harmful than depression because it's externaly benevolent. such a naive thirst for knowledge and experience that sometimes people cause pain without being consciously aware of it.
he told me that floride is a poison, used to control people. i think he was trying to suggest that the destists association is engaged in conspiracy.
also, the late pope was a nazi chemist before he joined the church.
i asked him if he's heard of schrodinger's cat and i showed him the book cover. he said that the cat was the black hole sun. long nights of mania and thinking too much.
whatever, man.
but he got me thinking, about the matrix reference. i've already pondered the possabilities that maybe the world where robots rule is actualy an acid trip and that there is no matrix. but today, i pondered the possabilities that both worlds are equaly as real.
it is true that everybody percieved the world differently, differeny preception based on the utilisation of the senses and egocentric views. the conclusion is that everybody lives their own reality where they are the main character in a novel.
in your world, the grass is green and the sky is blue. it's the same in my world. this is synchronicity. color blindness is the lack of synchronicity.
in other words, synchronicity and lack of synchronicity is our only grounds for what is real.
and consider the matrix. perhaps both worlds are equaly as true. as long as the issues of synchronicity is never adressed, there is not a problem.
after work, i tried to squeeze into my parkinglot today, and i accidentily rubbed up against david's truck. and i fucked up my paint job. cracked the paint.
you know what? the film shoot went great. i have lots of beautiful people in my life. i have so much potential for good.
i look at my life and all i see is bad. i look at what i do and all i see is bad. and at the same time, i look at my future and all i see is good. i'm not sure how the two connect. where does the present and the future merge?
thought of the day: things fall apart
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. gucci
2. gu =)
3. oscar
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. german
2. english
3. italian
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. lonliness
2. neglegence
3. sticky stuff
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. magic
3. estrogen
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. abercrombie & fitch muscle shirt
2. black lei jeans
3. white hipster belt
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a
given):
1. patience to be together
2. courage to be apart
3. naked good times
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same)
THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. spontinaity
2. peace
3. violence
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. make the first move
2. say goodbye
3. abstain from trouble
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. making noise
2. driving fast
3. making out
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. hang out with you
2. fix my car. and reluctantly, sell it
3. make out!
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. political journalist
2. film maker
3. international drug lord
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. amsterdam
2. italy
3. madagascar
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. drugs: lsd and dmt (not all at once)
2. get married and raise a child
3. create the great american novel / film / rock album
THREE PEOPLE YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT
1. brian
2. sid
3. justin
THREE FAVORITE FOODS
1. penne pasta
2. western omlette
3. powdered french toast
THREE FAVORITE BANDS (right now)
1. earlimart
2. modest mouse
3. low
THREE FAVORITE MOVIES (right now)
1. i <3 huckabees
2. what the *bleep* do we know?
3. sin city
meet with the furure?
where does it connect?
here we go again. it's time to reflect.
"goddamn, you're an asshole," i said to myself thismorning. let me tell, you that's one hell of a way to wake up.
on the road today, i noticed a guy with a sign. according to him, animal testing kills 500 animals every day.
that struck me as the most rediculous thing at the time. nature kills more animals every day than testing could ever hope to accomplish. and on top of that, have you ever considered the wonderful miracles made possible to animal testing.
yeah, space monkey. dig it.
sometimes people leave their dogs or cats in the car while i park it. but today, somebody left their manic depressive friend in the car. that was interesting. he was rocking out to the beatles real loud and chain smoking.
he got out of the car and came over to talk to us in the parking garage. we told him to put out his cigarete but he didn't listen. he just didn't give a fuck.
he asked me if i wanted to take the red pill or the blue pill. somehow, he tied it all back in with his manic depression.
mania is the greatly underapreciated side of manic depression. it might even be more harmful than depression because it's externaly benevolent. such a naive thirst for knowledge and experience that sometimes people cause pain without being consciously aware of it.
he told me that floride is a poison, used to control people. i think he was trying to suggest that the destists association is engaged in conspiracy.
also, the late pope was a nazi chemist before he joined the church.
i asked him if he's heard of schrodinger's cat and i showed him the book cover. he said that the cat was the black hole sun. long nights of mania and thinking too much.
whatever, man.
but he got me thinking, about the matrix reference. i've already pondered the possabilities that maybe the world where robots rule is actualy an acid trip and that there is no matrix. but today, i pondered the possabilities that both worlds are equaly as real.
it is true that everybody percieved the world differently, differeny preception based on the utilisation of the senses and egocentric views. the conclusion is that everybody lives their own reality where they are the main character in a novel.
in your world, the grass is green and the sky is blue. it's the same in my world. this is synchronicity. color blindness is the lack of synchronicity.
in other words, synchronicity and lack of synchronicity is our only grounds for what is real.
and consider the matrix. perhaps both worlds are equaly as true. as long as the issues of synchronicity is never adressed, there is not a problem.
after work, i tried to squeeze into my parkinglot today, and i accidentily rubbed up against david's truck. and i fucked up my paint job. cracked the paint.
you know what? the film shoot went great. i have lots of beautiful people in my life. i have so much potential for good.
i look at my life and all i see is bad. i look at what i do and all i see is bad. and at the same time, i look at my future and all i see is good. i'm not sure how the two connect. where does the present and the future merge?
thought of the day: things fall apart
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. gucci
2. gu =)
3. oscar
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. german
2. english
3. italian
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. lonliness
2. neglegence
3. sticky stuff
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. magic
3. estrogen
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. abercrombie & fitch muscle shirt
2. black lei jeans
3. white hipster belt
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a
given):
1. patience to be together
2. courage to be apart
3. naked good times
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same)
THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. spontinaity
2. peace
3. violence
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. make the first move
2. say goodbye
3. abstain from trouble
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. making noise
2. driving fast
3. making out
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. hang out with you
2. fix my car. and reluctantly, sell it
3. make out!
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. political journalist
2. film maker
3. international drug lord
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. amsterdam
2. italy
3. madagascar
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. drugs: lsd and dmt (not all at once)
2. get married and raise a child
3. create the great american novel / film / rock album
THREE PEOPLE YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT
1. brian
2. sid
3. justin
THREE FAVORITE FOODS
1. penne pasta
2. western omlette
3. powdered french toast
THREE FAVORITE BANDS (right now)
1. earlimart
2. modest mouse
3. low
THREE FAVORITE MOVIES (right now)
1. i <3 huckabees
2. what the *bleep* do we know?
3. sin city