school wouldn't be so bad if only i wasn't graded and that's how deck is i'm graded on everything and i'm expected to be perfect that's the standard Welcome to the Zero-Defect Military. Thats kinda how I felt when I was a squad leader. I was the fucking best, I wasnt capable of making any mistakes, I was a fucking golden child, and everything I did smelled of roses. Even when people knew I was in trouble, they smiled and said I was perfect and wonderful, if for no other reason than to convince all their friends so they wouldnt look like an idiot for backing me. When you're number one, you always have to look over your shoulder to see where number two is at.
i got my anthrax shot the other day and i saw my divo in line behind me, waiting to get his shot. I hope you know that you're being inoculated against Anthrax I, and weapons development is at like Anthrax V or VI - i forget which. *shrugs* Dont try to give blood for the next ten years or so . . .
i'm a shitbag and everything smells like shit. it doesn't matter what i do. even when i do something good, i'm just a shitbag. i hate my career right now. it fucking sucks. maybe i'll say more later. ack.
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I'm on my way, dude. I'll send those pictures to you, asap.
holmes ouT.
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i'm kickin' it with josn anderson right now. he kicks ass.
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if only i wasn't graded
and that's how deck is
i'm graded on everything
and i'm expected to be perfect
that's the standard
Welcome to the Zero-Defect Military. Thats kinda how I felt when I was a squad leader. I was the fucking best, I wasnt capable of making any mistakes, I was a fucking golden child, and everything I did smelled of roses. Even when people knew I was in trouble, they smiled and said I was perfect and wonderful, if for no other reason than to convince all their friends so they wouldnt look like an idiot for backing me.
When you're number one, you always have to look over your shoulder to see where number two is at.
i got my anthrax shot the other day and i saw my divo in line behind me, waiting to get his shot.
I hope you know that you're being inoculated against Anthrax I, and weapons development is at like Anthrax V or VI - i forget which. *shrugs* Dont try to give blood for the next ten years or so . . .
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