Jan 11, 2006 17:47
hey every one it's me again russell chan
You know i relised something this morning, i'v been pushing my self from hell latley. i work 2:30 to 11:00 every day. then after work i try to get things done, like laundry, and food shoping, ....ect... i ushaly stay up till like 4 in the morning till my body becomes so weak i can't stay up anymore. yes i get things done. but damn, what a tole on me. ::sighs:: but thats the whole thing about being out on the own. you have no one else to take care of you. you have to do it all your self. now don't get me wrong i'm loving the chalang of everyday life. it's showing me how strong i am in the real world. and i think i'm doing perty well. hell i have a place, i still have my car, and i have power and heat in my place. and i'm sometimes eating. lol ie sometimes. but i'll be fine.
anyway ::streaches:: god i have to work tonight. arg! and it's only wed i still have 3 days to go till i can relax for alittle bit. >_> oh well something to look forward to.
i'm almost done with all my laundry. finaly. it's been a few weeks. and i'm surprised i streched them this long. and i wasen't stinking. >_> like some of my room mates.......::coughs::
::yawns:: damn i wish i could take a nap. you know i wish i had a clone of my self. every other day we switch out. he does the hard stuff for the day and i rest. or i do the hard stuff and he rest.......you know on second thought how bout he does all the hard stuff and i just rest all the time..^_^ lol
Except i would have to keep an eye out on him. i woulden't want something happening like he some how fines christina and tricks her in to believing he's me......you know fuck the clone idea.....
Quistion? If you have a clone of your self. and you killed it. would that be murder, or suaside? hmmmmm?? ::shrugs::
anyway i'm going to head out i need a hot shower to get me going. i'll ttyl later....
sooo till next time
bye bye ::waveS:: ^_^