well on a foggy afternoon...
well my god it has been quite a very long time since i have up dated and i think the only reason i am updating is because i am house sitting and they have the internet. so last night i had a party hear and i passed out drunk by the pool. i woke up this afternoon to find that i had a trashcan next to me and i was sunburnt on one side of my body. so yes i feel like an ass. i started drinking around six oclock tonite and now i am drunk so i am going to have to speel check this so you can understand it. you know i never believed in karma but i realized i don't really have anyone so i think that all the bad stuff i did in the past i should apologize so here goes.
uh sorry for making fun of people i envied i can't remember who but i apologize so specifics um megan i had this dream like a month ago and i was apologizing to you so i think i need to apologize to you for all the bad things i said to you.
i would apologize to diana but she never liked me anyways so obviously she deserved what i gave her.
um jon sorry for not treating you like an equal to the rest of us and for calling you ham and fat boy and all the other names you were dubbed through out your life by us.
ok now that i apologized you can all fuck off.
so yea i have been drinking southern comfort mixed with jager really bad mix but it fucks you up things i have to say um lets im drunk so i can getr away with this shanna you have a really nice ass i dont know why i just realized this but you do. be very proud. and if youre reading this tell tina i said hi and might stop by and visit you guys if you want me to because i live closer to you guys now i live on like 71sr and berkele. so yea maybe i could come visit you who knows. oh yea tell your mom i said hi too tell her i miss her just as much as the rest of them. how is everyone are the smoking drinking is tina ok? the boys are they still gay and did tinas bf get out? anyways shanna bottom line your cute just had to say it. but you know.
so i just realized how stupid i am and that i wasted a good damn couple years of my life being sadly in love and then sadly depressed. the cure alcohol and depression meds. the objective death. nonot really.
MONAN YOUR A BITCH ASS MONKEY WHORE.
anyway i was hanging out with christina for a while and then she got a boyfriend so i don't talk or see her anymore. oh well thats fine my gameboy and jay london keep me companny.
so megan has a boyfriend i think i don't know i am happy for her just as long as she doesn't kill herself and i don;t know why she would do that but if she did that would suck. and i understand katy wants to join the armed forces under the airforce. thats cool i guess but don't die i'll miss you too much i don't know anyone else who loves pink or let alone wants it/
shannon havent talked to her wonder whats she doing, had a couple convod eith stefi if there is someone who care cheer me up wheni feel like shit it's stefi because nobody likes to talk about commercials like i do but she talks about them with me even though i probably annoy hetr.
anyway i am going to go swim because my cousin is here and then i want beer. i don't i hate you all.
uh sorry for making fun of people i envied i can't remember who but i apologize so specifics um megan i had this dream like a month ago and i was apologizing to you so i think i need to apologize to you for all the bad things i said to you.
i would apologize to diana but she never liked me anyways so obviously she deserved what i gave her.
um jon sorry for not treating you like an equal to the rest of us and for calling you ham and fat boy and all the other names you were dubbed through out your life by us.
ok now that i apologized you can all fuck off.
so yea i have been drinking southern comfort mixed with jager really bad mix but it fucks you up things i have to say um lets im drunk so i can getr away with this shanna you have a really nice ass i dont know why i just realized this but you do. be very proud. and if youre reading this tell tina i said hi and might stop by and visit you guys if you want me to because i live closer to you guys now i live on like 71sr and berkele. so yea maybe i could come visit you who knows. oh yea tell your mom i said hi too tell her i miss her just as much as the rest of them. how is everyone are the smoking drinking is tina ok? the boys are they still gay and did tinas bf get out? anyways shanna bottom line your cute just had to say it. but you know.
so i just realized how stupid i am and that i wasted a good damn couple years of my life being sadly in love and then sadly depressed. the cure alcohol and depression meds. the objective death. nonot really.
MONAN YOUR A BITCH ASS MONKEY WHORE.
anyway i was hanging out with christina for a while and then she got a boyfriend so i don't talk or see her anymore. oh well thats fine my gameboy and jay london keep me companny.
so megan has a boyfriend i think i don't know i am happy for her just as long as she doesn't kill herself and i don;t know why she would do that but if she did that would suck. and i understand katy wants to join the armed forces under the airforce. thats cool i guess but don't die i'll miss you too much i don't know anyone else who loves pink or let alone wants it/
shannon havent talked to her wonder whats she doing, had a couple convod eith stefi if there is someone who care cheer me up wheni feel like shit it's stefi because nobody likes to talk about commercials like i do but she talks about them with me even though i probably annoy hetr.
anyway i am going to go swim because my cousin is here and then i want beer. i don't i hate you all.