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Never in my life did I think I would be this in love with a situation of this type. I am not in love with him. I love him as my best friend, the person who truly makes me whole. Since I was little I've been so against ever being dependent on another being that can take the rug out from under me so quickly, but i'm so sure. I know I have a life long friend, and I'm so thankful. I know that this is the best situation for me before I leave for school. I care about him, I worry about his well being. I'm lucky. I am so lucky to have found what I have found. I will enjoy the rest of my life happily knowing he will always be in it, as my best friend, maybe eventually down the road a boyfriend. Either way I'll always be happy. He makes me so happy about who I am, and that has to be worth something.