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[gtrst7711]

its an endless cycle
can it be broken
its an endless cycle
can it be broken
again at an all time low
cant seem to quit falling
its an endless cycle
can it be broken
its an endless cycle
can it be broken
on off on off on
why cant it be done
why
why
WHY
WHY!!!

i don't know
riddles
why do i speak in riddles
why do i not deny the obvious
why do i lie to myself
why don't i stop it
again
some fucking promise
i fail
at everything
mostly trustworthiness
i guess not everything
i sure as hell am a good liar
look and i can smile and pretend all is ok
again
again
again
again
again
and again
its and endless cycle
can it be broken
it hurts so bad
can it be broken

i am so scared