This is actually a COMMENT TO SOMEONE ELSES THING IT WAS JUST WAY TOO LONG and wouldn't let me post.
Alright, well to start, I don't know what goes on in your life to say that everything you do is a sin. I think I met you once. I was merely stating what goes on in my life in past posts. I'm hoping to help and reach out to others through experiences in my life. I'm not sure though it might sound stupid to help people, but I mean I care and all. What I believe soley as a human being is that we should care for others. As you were saying you I guess although in a somewhat aggresive mannor respect what we believe. I respect what you believe as well for who am I to judge you. According to my beliefs I'm definatly not God, and he is the ultimate judge, much more powerful then judge judy or judge joe brown. You might not believe this, you might not believe that the bible is inspired by God, because for many people it's a hard thing to take grasp of. As I was saying before I will love you no matter what, and you may ask yourself well why love me you don't even know me? I don't know why hate you because you don't believe in what you believe, again who am I to judge, I'm not God?
Now onto this next part. There is no such thing as a perfect person. Man will never be perfect. In my eyes there was only one perfect human and that was Jesus Christ. I know that sounds crazy believe me when I say I used to think that too. Faith is what seperates Christians from many other people. And by stating you can't make everyone happy just makes me so much more happy, BECUASE IT'S TRUE. If Gods plan was to make everyone happy then it would be okay to kill one another, steal from our friends and neighbors, have no purpose and just go around having sex with whomever we want wherever we want to. "So tell me what makes him different from any other person that has lived a life dedicated to all the things he lived for." Well he's JESUS CHRIST! Now show me somewhere out of the bible where he made some type of mistake, because until then I have nothing to say to the statement about him making mistakes. Oh, lets see now nuns and priests, there's nothing different from them to the normal man and that has nothing to do with Christianity that's catholics. I mean one small difference though is that they atleast try to glorify God and live for God and his Word and Jesus teachings.
Now I have only written one entry thus far pertaining to God besides my original post at like 6 in the morning a little over a month ago when I realized I'm stupid and that God loves me. From there on out I have been trying to adapt to my new beliefs and have changed a significant amount in ways I can't describe and am proud of what I know my faith and prayer has done for me. I figured I'd share it with everyone else to maybe reach out to someone else who's struggling the way I was or in other ways. The bible says you must be an example, and to preach the word. If you respect my beliefs, then respect that. Also I do believe many people are lost and are struggling until they can atleast come into realization with themselves. There's very few people I know that are happy and true people that are away from the words of God. It's something I've just experienced throughout my adventures in life. Believing in different things and Ideas. I used to believe in buddhism, a good way of life, taking life as a mystery. It just didn't make much sense to me personally. I eventually, well I never got into it too much practicing it, but I just believed in good people and a good way of life. I guess it was something easy for our complicated minds to understand. I was always pressured with questions though of where the heck am I going, where did we come from, what am I doing, why is this like this and that and the other thing? Many questions considering over thousands of years considering what I believe to be true now is that we just lost our close relationship with God through sin.
Now the Big Bang, you're right I don't know much about the big bang, but i'm smart enough to ask where the heck that came from. Then you say where did God come from? I don't know that's something I used to ask myself all the time which is a reason I never believed, because if God created everything who created God? Like I said, I woke up one day and God was in my heart and I had no doubt that he wasn't real, and that when I die I will find out that one question that isn't answered for me. Where did God come from? That's one questions compared to about an infinate amount of questions I used to have all because of Faith, because of love. I don't know where it came from considering my atheist views before.
You want to know what HE'S doing in life, and you're getting exactly what HE'S doing in life. He is working to fulfill Gods work.
Now Science, I believe in science but I mean the way the earth is formed,our atmosphere, gravity, the distance from sun to earth all that crap is all so perfect almost. The way we need oxygen to breathe and trees need carbon monoxide to produce more oxygen is just so weird. Why is it that way? Why do we need food, why do trees and plants need water and sunlight?
I believe in cancer, leukemia, diseases, science all that but why is everything the way it is? How come they can cure cologn cancer today by finding it in most people in early stages when my mom had it for a while and they didn't know. She was supposed to live a month after they found out and she lived for a year. I know a teacher of mine whose husband was dieing and he died 5 times and ten years later on the exact date he came out of a coma he was in, he died. The very exact DATE ten years after the original times. Miracles don't exist though, right? If something can't be proven by science we're just not looking at it correctly Im sure?
Well, Idk if we've switched roles I believe you will come back to things for I have heard testimonies so far and many people come back to Christ they just choose to turn their backs for the time being for some odd reason. You're right though I did have Kris here trying to get me to believe in these things we talk about now, but I kept telling him to shut up and I don't want to here it because it's stupid. Me and Kris didn't start hanging out again until about a month ago when one sunday I went and hung out with him after not talking for a while and we had a debate and I denied God still, but then Monday morning I woke up in the middle of the night to go pee went to go back to sleep and just kept tossing and turning and tossing and turning, and all of a sudden I was just like wow, God does love me, and that was the first time in a while that I even felt what love actually feels like, and it was the greatest feeling, and it has changed my life around.
As far as regrets, I have no regrets for anything I have done it's in the past what can I do now go back and change it. Not at all. I never argued on the fact that what I was doing was right I took full responsibility for the things I was doing to myself and to others, although at times I felt I was right, or just didn't care for that matter. Now why should you say your sorry and let other people know you've changed and not expect them to forget your past? I mean if you've "changed" the past shouldn't matter.
A common thing people do like to say is that we use it as a way of feeling better, safer and less afraid of the inevitable. I have never been scared too much of death I mean a little bit I guess because I didn't see what the point was in life, but don't you think that if there was a God and there was a Devil he would want you to think exactly what you're thinking right now that we're just using this as a way to make ourselves feel better and that there is nothing so you don't need to believe in God, because he wants you to burn in hell with him. Did you know that if you kill yourself you're taking away the very life God gave you, taking it for granted. That's what I wanted to do I thought it would be great, but deep down inside I was like just live life to the fullest man because eventually you'll die and you'll find out what's going to happen to you, and I believe that's the devil speaking inside us all when he is telling us there is no after life and everyone else is just using it as a means of a way to get through life he is winning the fight of Good and evil whether we feel we are doing the right things or not. By him getting you to not believe in God, you are commiting the ultimate crime. I mean he doesn't want to burn in a lake of fire by himself he of course wants to take people down with him.
Another thing if people have their beliefs and they are so sure of it why are they not so strongly letting people know what's goin on, and why is it pissing so many people off to state an opinion. We back up the opinion when people come back at us hatefully and agressivly.
Lastly now, basicly everyone else is against what we are saying and teaching so I don't believe anything has to be turned against the Christians it already is. What you stated about someone being a good person is good and all there's nothing wrong with that and that's not just what we believe we believe that you need to believe that jesus died on the cross so that anytime me, you, kris, anyone in the world messes up and sins against God we can be forgiven. That is our way to salvation to heaven. Everyone else who isn't saved will be judged before God. Have a Good night.
Now onto this next part. There is no such thing as a perfect person. Man will never be perfect. In my eyes there was only one perfect human and that was Jesus Christ. I know that sounds crazy believe me when I say I used to think that too. Faith is what seperates Christians from many other people. And by stating you can't make everyone happy just makes me so much more happy, BECUASE IT'S TRUE. If Gods plan was to make everyone happy then it would be okay to kill one another, steal from our friends and neighbors, have no purpose and just go around having sex with whomever we want wherever we want to. "So tell me what makes him different from any other person that has lived a life dedicated to all the things he lived for." Well he's JESUS CHRIST! Now show me somewhere out of the bible where he made some type of mistake, because until then I have nothing to say to the statement about him making mistakes. Oh, lets see now nuns and priests, there's nothing different from them to the normal man and that has nothing to do with Christianity that's catholics. I mean one small difference though is that they atleast try to glorify God and live for God and his Word and Jesus teachings.
Now I have only written one entry thus far pertaining to God besides my original post at like 6 in the morning a little over a month ago when I realized I'm stupid and that God loves me. From there on out I have been trying to adapt to my new beliefs and have changed a significant amount in ways I can't describe and am proud of what I know my faith and prayer has done for me. I figured I'd share it with everyone else to maybe reach out to someone else who's struggling the way I was or in other ways. The bible says you must be an example, and to preach the word. If you respect my beliefs, then respect that. Also I do believe many people are lost and are struggling until they can atleast come into realization with themselves. There's very few people I know that are happy and true people that are away from the words of God. It's something I've just experienced throughout my adventures in life. Believing in different things and Ideas. I used to believe in buddhism, a good way of life, taking life as a mystery. It just didn't make much sense to me personally. I eventually, well I never got into it too much practicing it, but I just believed in good people and a good way of life. I guess it was something easy for our complicated minds to understand. I was always pressured with questions though of where the heck am I going, where did we come from, what am I doing, why is this like this and that and the other thing? Many questions considering over thousands of years considering what I believe to be true now is that we just lost our close relationship with God through sin.
Now the Big Bang, you're right I don't know much about the big bang, but i'm smart enough to ask where the heck that came from. Then you say where did God come from? I don't know that's something I used to ask myself all the time which is a reason I never believed, because if God created everything who created God? Like I said, I woke up one day and God was in my heart and I had no doubt that he wasn't real, and that when I die I will find out that one question that isn't answered for me. Where did God come from? That's one questions compared to about an infinate amount of questions I used to have all because of Faith, because of love. I don't know where it came from considering my atheist views before.
You want to know what HE'S doing in life, and you're getting exactly what HE'S doing in life. He is working to fulfill Gods work.
Now Science, I believe in science but I mean the way the earth is formed,our atmosphere, gravity, the distance from sun to earth all that crap is all so perfect almost. The way we need oxygen to breathe and trees need carbon monoxide to produce more oxygen is just so weird. Why is it that way? Why do we need food, why do trees and plants need water and sunlight?
I believe in cancer, leukemia, diseases, science all that but why is everything the way it is? How come they can cure cologn cancer today by finding it in most people in early stages when my mom had it for a while and they didn't know. She was supposed to live a month after they found out and she lived for a year. I know a teacher of mine whose husband was dieing and he died 5 times and ten years later on the exact date he came out of a coma he was in, he died. The very exact DATE ten years after the original times. Miracles don't exist though, right? If something can't be proven by science we're just not looking at it correctly Im sure?
Well, Idk if we've switched roles I believe you will come back to things for I have heard testimonies so far and many people come back to Christ they just choose to turn their backs for the time being for some odd reason. You're right though I did have Kris here trying to get me to believe in these things we talk about now, but I kept telling him to shut up and I don't want to here it because it's stupid. Me and Kris didn't start hanging out again until about a month ago when one sunday I went and hung out with him after not talking for a while and we had a debate and I denied God still, but then Monday morning I woke up in the middle of the night to go pee went to go back to sleep and just kept tossing and turning and tossing and turning, and all of a sudden I was just like wow, God does love me, and that was the first time in a while that I even felt what love actually feels like, and it was the greatest feeling, and it has changed my life around.
As far as regrets, I have no regrets for anything I have done it's in the past what can I do now go back and change it. Not at all. I never argued on the fact that what I was doing was right I took full responsibility for the things I was doing to myself and to others, although at times I felt I was right, or just didn't care for that matter. Now why should you say your sorry and let other people know you've changed and not expect them to forget your past? I mean if you've "changed" the past shouldn't matter.
A common thing people do like to say is that we use it as a way of feeling better, safer and less afraid of the inevitable. I have never been scared too much of death I mean a little bit I guess because I didn't see what the point was in life, but don't you think that if there was a God and there was a Devil he would want you to think exactly what you're thinking right now that we're just using this as a way to make ourselves feel better and that there is nothing so you don't need to believe in God, because he wants you to burn in hell with him. Did you know that if you kill yourself you're taking away the very life God gave you, taking it for granted. That's what I wanted to do I thought it would be great, but deep down inside I was like just live life to the fullest man because eventually you'll die and you'll find out what's going to happen to you, and I believe that's the devil speaking inside us all when he is telling us there is no after life and everyone else is just using it as a means of a way to get through life he is winning the fight of Good and evil whether we feel we are doing the right things or not. By him getting you to not believe in God, you are commiting the ultimate crime. I mean he doesn't want to burn in a lake of fire by himself he of course wants to take people down with him.
Another thing if people have their beliefs and they are so sure of it why are they not so strongly letting people know what's goin on, and why is it pissing so many people off to state an opinion. We back up the opinion when people come back at us hatefully and agressivly.
Lastly now, basicly everyone else is against what we are saying and teaching so I don't believe anything has to be turned against the Christians it already is. What you stated about someone being a good person is good and all there's nothing wrong with that and that's not just what we believe we believe that you need to believe that jesus died on the cross so that anytime me, you, kris, anyone in the world messes up and sins against God we can be forgiven. That is our way to salvation to heaven. Everyone else who isn't saved will be judged before God. Have a Good night.