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I thought I was just losing my mind . . .okay . . .it was gone long ago, fine. Anyway, I have been increasingly agitated and unable to focus for the entire week. I've even cut back my caffeine, even though caffeine is not usually a problem, only the sugar in the caffeine. Apparently, though, it's my stars:
Your nervous system may be gently rebelling as thoughts come and go too quickly to fully grasp. You are not completely in control of your own mind, so don't try to stop the eclectic ideas from circling in and out of consciousness. It's not necessary to understand them now. Just enjoy the images and let them distract you for a while. When they pass, your tensions will subside.
Lots of difference stuff going on. I've gotten some positive feedback on my little piece about who I could see the future being. Only 12 votes, but when you consider how much of my stuff gets NO votes, I'll take it. :D I'm working on another look at the same community through the eyes of one of the chlidren. Not sure when that will be done because I found the forums at the Joseph Campbell Foundation and I'm working my way through the beta test forum at Stargate World. Also, stressing because I can't get my sewing machine to work and I have the 1920s Murder Dinner in a week or so and I can't make a new dress. But I was looking in the closet and realized that I could adapt my wedding dress to work with very little effort. Of course, I realize I'm now as fat as I was then, all the losses, all the work gone. And I was doing so well until I got sick.
Of course, that makes me angry and sad. I wonder what it would have been like to have gone through that with a partner who loved and supported me . . .who listened to my needs and at least tried to help me meet them. Where are the compassionate loving partners all the really crazy people seem to get. I know, I whine about this regularly. It's just so unfair that I, a fairly reasonable person with very few needs cannot get ANY need met, but bat shit crazy women who max out their credit cards, fuck everything in sight, create massive drama in the lives of their friends and family and even commit crimes have the love and support of tireless companions who love them no matter what. BAH!
Where was I? Oh. Pocahauntus. It's going to be available on Amazon soon. Veronica asked me last night at the tv show taping if I would lend a hand promoting it via my networks. Too many networks. Ahhhh. LOL Oh, oh, new insanity, Soapboxxer. DO NOT GO if you are easily addicted. Srsly The only defense I have is that I update so many sites everyday I don't have time to get addicted to JUST one. ::looks down history:: I logged into 25 communities yesterday, for one reason or another.
Okay, the meeting is over and I need to get to work. Hope everyone is having a good Friday.