May 23, 2005 10:19
Once more somthing happened to me that i wish would just go the fuck away. Everytime this happens to me I allways get hurt and no matter how hard I try i just can't seem to get away from it. No it's not love, at this moment but who know when i dont even know what i truly feel, right now i think it's a deep fascination for someone that is way too good for me, maybe . I don't deserve her but i want to. Why does it seem like no matter what i do ill never be good enough for her. God i dont know what to do so if anyone wants to help me out just let me know. Peace.